Lilly's p.o.v.
I was walking threw the woods of Louisiana. I started thinking about my life and I was taught that I was able to let my emotions out by singing so I sang and the song I sang was how I felt when I left mom, my brother Anthony, my brother Masen and my sister Mary.
Don't Forget To Remember Me
18 years have come and gone
For momma they flew by
But for me they just drug on
We were loading up that Chevy
Both tryin' not to cry
Momma kept on talking
Putting off good-bye
Then she took my hand and said
Baby don't forget
Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a bible
If you ever loose your way
Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me
This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home
and those bills there on the counter
Remind me I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's alright
Before we hung up I said
Hey momma, don't forget to tell my baby sister I'll see her in the fall
And tell mee-mal that I miss her
Yeah, I should give her a call
And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl
Yeah I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
Don't forget to remember me
Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but
Lord I feel so small some times in this big ol' place
I know there are more important things, but
Don't forget to remember me
Don't forget to remember me
I then thought about the first boyfriend I had and the song and my tone changed.
Tell Me Why
I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think i'm bulletproof, but i'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground I see who you are
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..
You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day
Well I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what i'm trying to say, oh
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..
Why..do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside
Why..do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me then cut me down
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love then you push me around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why
Why, tell me why
I take a step back, let you go
I told you i'm not bulletproof
Now you know
I thought about my second boyfriend that was a real sweet heart and what I had to do.
Already Gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
I thought that I heard someone talking so I listened and I recognized my uncle Jasper's voice I had only heard it from mom's thoughts but I remembered it nonetheless and I thought about what I should do and I know how mom used to sing me and my brothers and sister to sleep. I thought of the song and I started to sing it.
All The Pretty Little Ponys
Hush a bye
Don't you cry
Go to sleep my little baby
When you wake
You shall have
All the pretty little ponies
In your bed
Momma said
Baby's riding off to dreamland
One by one
They've begun
Dance and prance for little baby
Blacks and bays, dapples and greys
Running in the night
When you wake
You shall have
All the pretty little ponies
Can you see the little ponies
Dance before your eyes
All the pretty little ponies
Will be there when you arise
Can you see the little ponies
Shining before your eyes
All the pretty little ponies
Gonna be there when you arise
Hush a bye
Don't you cry
Go to sleep my little baby
When you wake
You shall have
All the pretty little ponies
All the pretty little ponies
All the pretty little ponies
I felt six pairs of eyes on me and I started to fall as the tiredness hit me and I saw uncle Jasper run and catch me before I fell asleep. I woke up a few hours later but I heard fighting so I pretended like I was asleep "Jasper, why did you save that weak human? isn't one human in our lives enough?" when aunt Rose said that I knew why mom had said that I have her irratation. I couldn't just let her keep talking so I opened my eyes and set up "Auntie Rosie don't talk about mom like that infront of me, ok?" they looked at me shocked "your Bella's daughter?" I smiled "yeah and I have two brothers and a sister" they looked thoughtful then uncle Emmett spoke up "how come your hair is a bronze color and your eyes are green?" I laughed.
"Mom always said I got most of my looks from dad" I watched them as they thought about that and I realized that I was looking at six vampires not seven, I got curious "where's da-Edward?" I asked they realized that I had almost said 'where's dad?' I looked at my hands "Edward left an hour before we found you. He said that he couldn't live without Bella and he said that he was going to the Volturi" uncle Jasper regarded my other family with high honors I could tell by the way he mentioned their name "oh so dad's going to Italy."
I turned to Aunt Alice "Auntie Alice would you call dad for me, pretty please?" I asked her "sure by the way how do you know us?" I smiled "well mom tolled us about you and she said that if one of us ever found you to tell you about us and mom's fine. I talked to her" I frowned "well I don't know how she is now but I did six weeks ago" they were shocked and saddened by this "how come you didn't talk to Bell in six weeks?"
I glared at him "well maybe if I had asked the scientist at that lab to let me out of that cage long enough to call mom maybe I'd be in a better mood uncle Emma" I said "you were lock in a cage?" uncle Jasper was furious I could feel his desire to kill them, I walked over and set next to him "calm down uncle Jasper, besides I already killed one of them when I busted out of that cage" I said using my powers to calm him.
He gave me a curious look but was interrupted by aunt Alice "here its Edward" I stood grabbing the phone "hello" I heard him breathing "who is this?" "daddy don't be silly, you remember when mom left you after her 18th birthday?" "Bella's your mother?" I smiled "yes and your my dad now get back here before I have my cousin Felix drag you back" "hey Lilly" I giggled "hi Felix, would you drag dad back here, please?" I asked in my innocent voice that he couldn't resist "were already on our way back" I was absolutly glowing "really? where are you?" "right outside" I hung up and ran outside after giving Alice her phone back and when dad got out of the car I ran and hugged him tight.
"Oh daddy!! I missed you" I let him go and I ran to Felix "brother Bear" I said as I jumped in his waiting arms, he chuckled "sister Wolf" we had come up with indian names for each other. I let go when I heard a growl behind him and I saw them. I ran to Demitri "dark Wolf" I hugged him then I went to Jane and Alec "grey Eagle, blue Hawk" I hugged them both "its good to see you too" they said together.
