1Summary: Some words that Inuyasha said in the past help Kagome move on. Oneshot.
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or any of the characters for that matter, but I do own this story and it's so called plot.
Inuyasha.
What were we? Elementary buddies, middle school pals, highschool sweet hearts. Then... then there was suppose to be marriage. He proposed, we were engaged. That might seem foolish at the age of 18, but we were in love and always had been. My father was hauled off to jail, my mother was killed in an "accidental" shoot out, and my brother shipped off to some family member in America. He. He was my savior. My way out of all this misery. And here I stand by his grave as the preacher gives his speech and the coffin is lowered into the ground. I don't cry, I can't, I won't. It's not because I'm telling myself this is just a bad dream. Oh, no. This is very much reality. In fact I can't help but smile today. He always told be he was ganna die young. Who knew he spoke the truth. I glance up at all the faces here. Sango, Miroku, Rin, Inuyasha's parents, hell even Sesshomaru, all of them are crying, mourning him. I really wish I could cry, but I can't. The preacher's done now. Everyone's leaving. I give them all a hug. I stay awhile longer as I sit and contemplate how I'm suppose to go on without him. Maybe, if I had told him not to stay, to leave with me, he would still be here. If each of those shots hadn't hit their mark. If only he had never joined that gang. A memory hits me hard like Sango's hand to Miroku's cheek whenever he does something perverted.
Flashback
"Damn it Kagome! Grow up! All that shit happened in the past, so get over it! You'll never find happiness if you don't move forward, and get a hold of your life! Now stop your crying, and get up. Just do it, and if not for yourself, then do it for me."
End Flashback
So I stand up, brush off my clothes and give him a quick kiss goodbye. How can I be so heartless? Because it's what he would have wanted. He told me to stop living in the past. That I'll only find happiness if I move forward, so that's what I'm going to do. I'll keep his ring and him in my heart as I continue my life. I know where ever he is now he'll be waiting for me, and someday I'll meet him there, but for now I only have one thing to say...I love you Inuyasha.
