The Illogical Decision

If I owned Star Trek or any of its associated merchandise…which I don't, would it honestly be deemed a Fanfiction? Oh, and reviews are appreciated, they help me dare I say it…better myself. This is just the first Chapter so let me know how bad it sucks. Also I have no Beta-Reader any want register their candidacy? ^_-

"Spock, you do understand that you now have an obligation to your people do you not?" Sarek questioned his son.

"Indeed, I do." Spock bluntly stated.

"And do you realize that you are now a part of an endangered species?" Sarek yet again questioned his son.

"Yes sa-mehk, I am fully aware of that fact."

"Then you should clearly be able to see why it is only logical to release your duties to Starfleet."

"I do, and I will. The captain will be alerted as soon as possible." Spock told his father impassively. Though not completely sure, Spock could have sworn that he saw a flash of relief enter his father's eyes.

"And the human?" Sarek queried raising one eyebrow. The one emotion that always managed to escape him was his curiosity.

"Nyota will…understand." Spock answered trying desperately to hang on to his emotionless demeanor; the thought of losing her was devastating. She was his comfort, his life, his heart. She had been there for him during the destruction of Vulcan, and after the death of his mother.

As stoic as he tried to remain, his eyes would forever act as his betrayer. For some someone who knew him like his mother, or Nyota, would easily be able to tell that he was handling way more than was good for him. There was pain, loss, and a sudden grief that gripped him even tighter within the last minute. And yet without knowing him, no one could tell from the outside looking in that he feeling as deeply as he was. It was the Vulcan way.

"You have made a wise decision my son."

Spock nodded slightly in response. "Thank you father." If it was so wise, then why did he feel so cold?

So, how was it? The next chapter will be sort of an extension to this one because I didn't want to cram it all on one chapter, it'd be too much. And as of now I have no idea how many chapters there will be.