Hi , this is the first Fanfic i have ever written, confessions chapter 1 i hope u enjoy it

Disclaim: I do not own any these character, the belong to the original creators and i'm not making any money out of this fanfic

Chapter 1

Shizuru found herself staring at Natsuki replaying the words that she just heard in her head. Is this really happening... does she really mean it? maybe she saying it to... to. Her thoughts were cut off as a soft, gentle hand caressed her face. Natsuki now stood only inches away, her hypnotic green eyes studying her facial expressions.

" Shizuru, I love you... I really do love you"

Over whelmed with emotion, Shizuru tried to restrain herself from taking Natsuki into her arms and doing God only knows what to her but failed. She longed for this moment and wasn't going to let it escape her. Edging forward she slid her delicate arms around her waist and pulled her close. Their lips touched, soon followed by their tongues, at last they shared their first real passionate kiss together. After what seemed like the most intense moment her life, Shizuru broke off the kiss and slowly guided Natsuki to her bed. Shizuru didn't realise how giving Natsuki was, she gave every part of her body to Shizuru and satisfied her every desire. After their passionate love making had sub-sided, Shizuru laid in the arms of her, now called, lover. She felt Natsuki'sarms loosen as she leaned over kissing her neck tenderly making her way up, the sensation that it made Shizuru's body feel was so good she never wanted it to stop. Closing her eyes she fought hard to stop herself screaming out in pleasure, Natsuki carefully whispered in her ear;

"Shizuru wake up"

Shizuru awoke to a gentle breeze which carried the fresh scent of dew and roses. Sitting up, she squintied her eyes at the sudden amount of light they were exposed to and noticed a blured figure in the corner of her room watching her.

"Nat-Natsuki?"

"No Miss, It only me" replyed her maid. She was dressed in her usual uniform; a black dress and white apron but today she wore her golden hair differently. After her eyes had settled Shizuru took note and complimented how much it suited her, she blushed and turned her head.

"You shouldn't waste your time complimenting me Miss"

Shizuru had never realised how pretty her maid was until now. She gave her a gentle smile and asked if she would give her a moment to get ready. Sighing heavily she flopped back, burring her head into her pillow. Ever since she confessed her love to Natsuki, which was 6 months ago, her dreams had become alot more intense but this was by far the worst, yet at the same time the best. The sheer memory made her blush, she cursed herself for being so easily affected by a dream and started to get ready for the day to come. After having a quick shower, she slipped into her summer dress, examining herself in the mirror to make sure no creases could be found. All I have to do now, is phone her. She picked up her phone and tapped in Natsuki's number.

"What?" answered a rather pissed off voice, Shizuru's heart dropped is she angry with me?

"I'm sorry, I've called at a bad time. I'll call you tomorrow" Shizuru was about to hang up but stopped as she heard Natsuki scream after her down the phone.

"Shizuru wait! please don't go... I'm sorry"

"No really if i've called at a bad time"

"No you haven't, i'm... i'm glad you've called" Shizuru pictured Natsuki blushing as she said it

"Well you can't expect me to go a whole week without hearing my little Natsuki's voice, can you? there was a small muffle coming from Nasuki and Shizuru smiled with victory. "Anyway i was hoping we could meet up, catch a film... dinner maybe?" she left the question hanging waiting for her reply

"I'm sorry Shiz, I have plans with...uhm... some friends, maybe next time. I'm sorry i have to get going i'll be late other wise. See ya"

"Yea sure..." Shizuru didn't get to finish her sentence, Natsuki was gone. Maybe next time, Shizuru gave a small bitter laugh, thats what you said the last time... and the time before that.