Wishing There Were Truth in Lies…

If only for a moment in time, everything switched places

Your seemingly real sweet nothings would be reality

Your peck will be a kiss,

Your hug will be a deep and tight embrace

If only a moment in time,

I would see the love in your eyes when they meet mine

And my touch will spark this feeling in you that I always felt

If only for a moment in time,

I can bury myself in you and only see you when I open my eyes

Your scent is all I can smell and your warmth is all of my comfort

If only for a moment in time,

You would only hold my hand

And the other cups my face

If only for a moment in time,

All the sorrows and trouble will disappear

And only our dreams will surround us together

If only for a moment in time,

I could cry on your shoulder and tell you of all my pain

And how I wish it wasn't real

If only for a moment in time,

I can find out what it feels like to be loved by you

Because whenever I imagine it, I can't stop the tears from falling

If only for a moment in time,

You meant you very words…

And truly loved me forever

How could I?

How could I not find the courage to ever tell you?

How could I never look you straight in the face when you smiled?

How could I tell you I hated you for your kindness?

How could I avoid you when you came to me?

How could I yell at you for righting my wrongs?

How could I turn my back on you when you said you loved me?

How could I hide the stain on my face when you held me?

How could I shy away when you kiss me?

How could I think about you all the time?

How could I not want to forget this pain?

How could I wish your heart matched mine…

Gomenesai…

I'm sorry for thinking you loved me,

Gomenesai for shedding these tears when you're not looking

I'm sorry for running to my fantasies wen you ignored me

Gomenesai for always remembering your voice when I'm alone

I'm sorry for tearing your heart apart

Gomenesai for treasuring all the moments we shared

I'm sorry for never forgetting your touch

Gomenesai for always having you on my mind

I'm sorry for leaving you clueless all this time

Gomenesai for wishing you loved me back…

Yurushite kudasai, Please Forgive me…