Title- Missing You

Author- DarkRemembrence and Spellcasterz

Beta- Laura-kun and Anna-chan

Warnings- Yaoi Pairings

Pairing- Itsuki/Kaname

Summary- After losing his best friend, he doesn't know what to do anymore or how he feels.

Disclaimer- I do not own Juvenile Orion- Aquarian Age.


DarkRemembrence: NOTICE!

Parts of this story goes to me, by ways of the sequel. I didn't want you to go searching for the beginning when I helped only to write the sequels, so I HAVE permission to place the beginnings on my user here. You'll note the author says Spellcasterz here as well as myself. This part belongs to BOTH OF US!

Spellcasterz: Anyway, for those who have waited for the sequel to 'Sayanara' and 'On the Sidelines' here it is. I just wanted to wait and post it on DarkRemembrence's Birthday, it being June 8th. It is her story after all. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINNA! If I have the time, I'll go get you something for a present and give it to you at school or whenever. Just don't jab me in the sides if you already have it.


Kaname's P.O.V.

"Where's Itsuki," I had asked Shiba-sempai.

His face turned cold and hard as he whispered, "He's gone."

My eyes grew wide in shock as his words echoed through my mind, my body, my heart, and my soul.

"No...," I choked out, staring in disbelief.

"It's all your fault," Shiba-sempai hissed, punching me hard across the face and knocked me to the floor.

Lucky for him, we were on the roof. Therefore, no one was there to stop him and I didn't seem to care. If was my fault, then I deserved it.

When he finally got the anger out of his system, he took out a sealed envelope and thrusted it in my direction.

"It's from Itsuki," he said softly. "It's the final letter you'll ever get from him unless you choose to do something about it."

I wonder what I had done. For some reason, it hurts to think of life without him.

I took the letter and just curled up with it, as if to hide from the world. Shiba-sempai left. I didn't expect him to stay. I raised my head and shakily opened the envelope and took out the letter.

After reading it, I thought, Oh Gods, as I started crying. Itsuki... I hurt you so much but... I'm so confused now. My heart is filled with so many conflicting emotions. I don't know how I feel about you anymore. I really don't.

I already knew I couldn't blame him for leaving because I was the cause of it and if I was in his position, I'd done the same. I wondered for a moment if I really did ignore you only to find that I did. As for the question about what Shiba-sempai meant, maybe he thought we were supposed to be so much more, but I don't know if it's true. Maybe, maybe not, but I wouldn't know what to do anyway. I don't know how to find out my true feelings for you. Whether it's more than I thought or just as it is. One thing I know is that I want you back here. I don't want to lose you as a friend and maybe if I did love you the same, then I wouldn't want to lose you as something so much more.

Oh, and I do know that I don't feel that way for Mana. For you, maybe... Just maybe.

Owari


Dark- Will have more, don't worry...

Spellcasterz- Maybe. That's all I'll say. HAPPY B-DAY Minna!