王国 心: 人々
If I told you I didn't have a heart, would you believe me?
The names Roxas. Roxas Flynn. I really don't know a lot about myself. Strange isn't it? One day I was in this white room looking at a guy by the name of Sora and the next day I'm here in 'Darkness', is what they call it. I'm not sure who Sora is, but I only know that he's the one that got me here. You would think a place called Darkness would be a bad place. It's not really. It's kind of like the living world. I've been here for three days.
The sun rose and shined on my face. I groaned at the light and slowly opened my blue ocean eyes. I sat up and looked out the window. I looked at the people walking around, talking. I envied them. I jumped out of bed and walked downstairs to my kitchen. I live alone in this one bed apartment so there's no one to greet me. I got milk and a bowl of cereal out and started my day. In my mind I heard someone's thoughts. It wasn't mine. It was….Sora's. I ignored it and continued with me day. I got dressed faster than normal and went outside. As I walked I looked around at the people. How much I envied them. I found myself walking in the park where the love birds go to make-out. Gross! It was a nice day out thou. The sky was blue, no clouds, birds singing, the sun was golden.
As I was looking up at the sky I bumped into a girl. She fell and I turned around to look at her. "I-I'm sorry," I said helping her get her papers. "I wasn't looking." "I-I-I-it's ok. I wasn't looking either," she said with a sweet voice. I happened to look at one of her papers and saw a drawing on it. Wow that's pretty good. "Your good at drawing," I said focusing on the drawing. "T-thanks. My friend is teaching me," I could fell it in her voice she was blushing. I looked up and I meet her eyes. Her eyes were as blue as mine and her short black hair covered some of it. "Roxas," was all I said. She looked confused and I quickly stacked the papers and handed them to her. My cheeks were burning from my blushing. "Is that your name? Roxas?" I looked up at her blue sparkling eyes. "Y-yeah," I got out. She smiled and we both stood up. "My name's Xion," her hand reached out to me. I smiled back at her and shook her hand. "It's nice to meet you, Roxas," her sweet voice rung in my ears. "You too, Xion."
I don't remember how, but I was walking Xion home. We got to her door step and stood there for a few before she broke the silence. "W-will I see you again?" Xion said looking down at the ground. "Of course! We're friends, right?" Her head shot up and a smile was printed on her face. What a cute little smile. She grabbed my hand and put a piece of paper in my palm. "Right!" she smiled and ran into her house. My whole body felt happy. I walked home in the dark looking at the piece of paper which had her number on it. I opened my front door and walked in. I grabbed my cell, which was charging, and I added Xion in my address. I noticed she was the only one on there. I didn't care. As long as I have someone to talk to.
I fell in bed and once my head hit the pillow I fell asleep. I dreamed, but I didn't dream about what Sora could see that night. I dreamed about me and Xion sitting on a clock tower wearing black coats and eating a blue ice cream. It didn't feel like a dream. It felt…like a memory. In my dream when ever I turned my head to the right I saw someone else. A man smiling at me with red spiky hair and upside down tattoos below his eyes. I don't know the guy, but his name was Axel. All three of were eating the ice cream and laughing for no reason. Looking at the sunset, still laughing. This dream. Did this really happen when I was alive? I don't remember. Also what's Organization 13?
Morning came alone and I rubbed my eyes making my vision clear. I yawned and walked downstairs. I grabbed the milk and poured it into a cup. I drank the cup less than two minutes until I looked over at my cell. I grabbed it and flipped it open. Clicking on the message button I typed 'Hey Xion! This is Roxas u kno the 1 that bumped into u at the park lol sorry about that. Meet me at the park. I got to tell u something'. Send to…Xion. There we go. After I took a shower and got dressed my phone dinged. I flipped it open and read the message Xion sent back 'Oh hi Roxas. It's ok u don't have to say sorry. Yeah I'll meet u there, I have something to say too'. Hm? I wonder what she has to say. As the thoughts of my dream floated around my head I walked outside heading for the park.
When I got there Xion was seating on the hill looking at the sky. I smiled and sat next to her. "Hey," I said. "Oh hello Roxas," she smiled looking into my eyes. I looked back into those blue eyes and saw confusion in them. "Roxas. I hade this weird dream last night, but it felt so real. You were there with me and some other guy," she said sighing looking back at the sky. "You had the same dream?" I asked in shock. She looked at me in shock also. "It was you, me, and Axel, right? Eating ice cream on a clock tower laughing and enjoying ourselves," I said. We sat there confused. Was that for real? Did I know Xion before I died? Who's Axel? What's Organization 13? And why couldn't I remember this lost memory? "Roxas, we have to find him," Xion said stopping my thoughts. "Find who?" I asked not looking at her, but my shoes. "Axel of course! Maybe if we find him we'll know about this lost memory in our head," she said standing up. I thought she was crazy looking for a guy we didn't know, but I had to agree with her. "Your right," I said standing up with her.
"I don't think he's here, Xion," I said catching my breathe. "But he has to be! I can feel it," she said staring at me with a cold emotion. Man, what happen to that cute little smile? I never thought Xion was so hyped up to see a guy she saw in a dream. 'Your…fading…' said a voice in my head. Sora was talking again, but to who? Who was fading? Were they fading into darkness? 'Axel, what were you trying to do?' My whole body froze. Axel? Did he just say…Axel? Sora knew Axel and now he was fading into darkness? Great! Now I can tell Xion Axel is coming! Wait…I can't do that. Then she'll ask how I know. I don't even know Sora that well. All I know is he's the one who got me here and some how we're connected. "Roxas? Hello?" My eyes followed the hand waving in front of me. "S-sorry. I was thinking about something," I said scratching the back of my head. "It's ok," Xion sighed looking down at the ground. Her eyes were dull and lifeless. Without a second thought I hugged her. "It's ok Xion. We'll find him some day," I whispered in her ear. I felt her arms wrap around my body. "I hope so. He's our friend, Roxas. We got to find him," she cried. Her grip got tighter and her shoulders shock. Was she crying? I didn't blame her if she was. I'm sad that I forgot about my life in the living world. I walked Xion home trying to make her happy so her parents wouldn't be worried. We got to her front step and I hugged her once and again. She smiled that cute smile I missed and walked into her house. I sighed and walked home. Just as I walked past the store it started to rain. I didn't mind. Then I felt a tear roll down my cheek. "I'm sorry…Axel," I said to myself. "For forgetting who you are."
