Authors note: Um I have a mean need to write a gravitation fic right now...I can't help it eiri and shuichi make me scream kanpai everytime I see them their just so wonderful so on I go. ^.^

DISCLAIMER: HELL NO i DON'T OWN IT SO DON'T SUE! XD But I love it SOOOOO MUCH!

Title: Heavier then gravity

The fic will have chapters but not an insane amount like my other fic ^.^

chap 1: Found in the spotlight.

~*~ The Present ~*~

This couldn't be happening, was all the blonde romance novelist could think as he watched a familiar pink haired boy walk out in to a crowd of camera's; It would be two years today that the violet eyed japanese boy disappeared from his life, and on top of this he also celebrated kitazawa's death anniversary , but eiri's mind was far a way from thoughts of his former tutor he only had eyes for the small frame of his lost lover and how much the boy had changed.

With out really thinking of what he was doing yuki picked up the phone and dialed the closest airport asking one of the workers what times he had scheduled for california: as the man read him the times of the next few flights and also adding the expense of how much the ticket would cost depending on where he wanted to be seated on the plane.

The blonde was going to wait till after lunch to pay a surprise visit to the pink haired popstar and check on kitazawa's twerp; Riku, when he noticed a certain brown haired vocalist walk out to stand next to shuichi and wrap an arm around his boys shoulders as the two smiled and talked to the reporters, slowly making their way to the awaiting car.

Jealousy flooded yuki as he watched his shuichi smile at the old geezer, ryuichi as the older musician helped the pinkett into the limo. Deciding he could screw meeting tohma for lunch eiri gave instructions to and attendent to reserve tickets for the earliest flight to cali and have them set for first class under the name EIRI. YUKI.

~*~ Shuichi and Ryuichi ~*~

He couldn't believe how good it felt to be back in the spotlight ;for almost two years he stayed away from anything that reminded him of his former lover ,but with some time and lots of encouragement from Mr. Sakuma, Shuichi was back on his feet and making his american debute as Sakura Hime thanks to an ever imaginative reiji of music corperation XMR. His sons were now old enough to attend daycare and riku would be in the 4th grade so he would be at school the hours he worked and ryu promised in celebration of him sparkling in the light once again. Living in cali also know as the sun state or at least thats what shuichi thought it was: had picked up on the U.S.A's native english and found that even though he failed it in school back home in japan learning by ear was easier then studying it from a book. It was going to be a wonderful day or so he thought till he spoted a strange car in front of his and ryu's place. Guessing it was some one here to visit sakuma-san( A/N: Man is he in for a surprise. ^.^) As soon as he was through the door he recognized the brown haired vocalists voice as the man talked to his guest or guests who knew with ryuichi, but the other voice was what made the pink haired singer slow down as he approached the living room doorway fearing that the voice he was hearing belonged to a certain someone and if it was that this was a nightmare he could wake from, though he knew it wasn't and that he was awake. He knew he was right the minute he stepped in to the room as eyes landed on tussled layers of blonde hair and the pale column of the writers neck.

' What could this jerk bastard want from me after this long?' Shuichi wondered as he contemplated on how his former lover could have found out he was here when he lived all the way in japan, unless...' Of course it had to be he was in New York to visit kitazawa at the cemetary for his death anniversary.'

" Fucking kitazawa, always ruining everything for me. Aren't you, you bastard. No matter what I do you have to fuck up my happiness." The japanese man mumbled in the living room doorway catching ryuichi's attention.

" Hey shu-chan we have a surprise guest here to see you, said he saw you sparkling on the TV and had to pay you a visit." The great ryuichi sakuma cheered as he wrapped his arms around the younger mans waist pulling him in for a hug.

Eiri was not pleased at the show of affection the older man was showering his past lover with and was about to make somethings known to the genius vocalist when he was bombarded with questions from the one thing that brought him here in the first place.

" What are you doing here eiri, I thought I made it clear I was done with you when I left almost two years ago. Why are you showing up now all of a sudden?"

When yuki didn't answer right away a horrible thought came to his mind that sent his hand to rest against his flat toned stomach while his eyes scanned the room wildly in search of his babies.

Understanding what shuichi was looking for ryuichi went directly in to informing the distraught man on the location of the precious treasures that made his friends smile radiant lilke the power of the sun.

" Don't worry shu-chan it's not time for them to come home yet and riku should be home soon. Now stop worrying, We'll go and pick them up early if you want and everything will be fine just wait and see." Ryuichi replied as he waved his forever loved pink kumagoro bunny in the panicked mans face using the plush toy to be as comforting as possible.

" Your right sakuma-kun, I got to stop being such a dramatic idiot or reiji will use it as away to make me into a famous drama queen along with being an international vocal artist." Shuichi gave a small smile as he sat on the black leather couch facing across an expensive frosted glass coffee table to stare into piercing golden eyes that looked as if they were trying to dig their way into his soul.

" Well Mr. Uesugi, you never answered my questions on what and why you are here in my home."

Yuki was quite confused at the changes in the younger japanese man. The pink haired boy was usually off the wall with energy and never snappy at him, but shuichi was different; he could be happy , but not overly hyper like when they first were together and he seemed to have matured to a level close to yuki's own while he had been living here not to mentin the damned brat could now speak perfect english as he had demonstrated by having his pervious conversation in english with the bafoon bunny lover.

" My names not uesugi, it's eiri yuki. You know I hate that name shuichi.?" Golden eyes narrowed as they locked on to violet ones.

" Last time I checked it was your last name eiri or have you finally changed it ;prehaps you thought kitazawa was more fitting. I mean he was your lover that night right, Tell me how it that long lost love of yours anyway yestarday was his and your anniversary correct?"

Eiri was starting to get pissed off at the pinkett across from him. Usually it was because he was hyper ,but a quick tongued calm shindo was even worse for him because the topics he pointed out were painful ones, but he decided he could play the game just as sufficently as shuichi could.

" Of course Mr. Hime or should I call you princess? It was his anniversary and no it's still uesugi." Yuki smirked quirking a golden brow, but his nit picking didn't work as the smaller man shrugged his shoulders.

" That's nice. Of course either hime or princess if fine, I mean hime means princess after all so if you want japanese call me hime or if you want english princess is fine."

The answer was so nonchalant that it made the pale mans eye twitch as he stared at the japanese popstar.

" So mr. uesugi what did you come here for after all this time ;I know it's not just to see me because you missed me, Last time I saw you, you had everything you wanted." Shuichi felt his chest tighten up at the memory feeling his heart constrict making him gasp in breathless pain as his body folded in on itself from the force of the attack.

Golden honey eyes widened as the younger man across from him collapsed as the violet eyed boy wheezed and gasped while a hand clutched over the place where his heart rested.

As soon as ryuichi heard the gasping he knew what was about to happen, so he thought fast on where he had last seen shuichi's medication to stop the attack, but was scared to leave the other alone."

" Hey blonde grumpy man, watch shu-chan while I go get his medicine to help him. If he starts to pass out call 911 and don't wait."

" What's wrong with him, what's wrong with shuichi?"

" There's no time to explain eiri yuki, just make sure shuichi doesn't stop breathing."

The last thing the novelist seen before the older man disappeared up the stairs was a flash of serious purple eyes.

A/N: Alrite my first gravitation fic hope you all will like it and of course review review review thank you to all who read this and plan to review and also thanks to the one s who just read, but reviews are nice, but enough away I go.