Would it kill me? Ch.1
I changed my name
u no what it is??
NOT STEPHANIE MEYERS!! The police said I couldn't do that. And it made the whole change your name process not worth it so I kept my name . Ugh.
Sorry this song is based on the song hurt by Christina aguilera. I fell in love with the song only a few months ago. Its sad but I thought I might make myself a more rounded writer rather than just a drama and some what happy one. go to the poll and decide who will die in this story. Please.
Song choice - I want to live - josh gracin ( more like the song for bella chose by Edward.)
P.s. this as if BD never happened. So please don't mention it. because to me it never did.
Ch.1
I was at my computer reading my many emails from Renee that she had sent the past few days. The past few days I was at a sleep over at the Cullens. Alice was getting the wedding ready which would be in 2months. It really wasn't a sleep over just a pick your color party and look at glass wear. Which was oh so fun-sarcasm-.
Charlie was down stairs watching ESPN. From my room I could tell his favorite team was losing and it sounded pretty bad. I think that my room would probably be the safest place , well except the cullens. When Charlie gets into his sports and his team doesn't win all I have to say is watch out.
One of my many emails from Renee read as followed:
bella, I love my new house . There is a perfect room that you can have it is big but not as big as our home in phoenix. Phil is getting a pay raise. Can you believe it? I am so happy for him. He thinks we need to go on a cruise with our anniversary coming up. You know after , your wedding. Ah I can't wait for that day. You and Edward are so happy together. You remind me of your father and I in so many ways. I wouldn't mind a grandchild either. JUST NOT YET Please Isabella don't have kid until your at least ... 29. Yea 29 is a good age. I am thinking about getting a dog or a cat. What do you think? I am thinking a dog , dogs protect and they can be all fluffy and some of them can actually fit in your purse. Well hate to cut it close but Phil just pulled in. So got to go . Mom
I almost swear she had me for a gossip girl rather than a daughter, or maybe it was form the tax right off?
I still love her never doubt that . Its just she seems so into her life that she barely recognizes that I am her daughter and not her dairy.
I wrote back all so nicely.
Mom, that's nice. Tell phil congrats for me. I am happy for you. I am really happy with my room . I am not going to be living here very much longer anyway with the wedding coming up. I think u would love a cruise Carlisle and Esme say they are very relaxing. So go enjoy yourself. Don't worry , me and Edward don't want kids right away. We both have to go to school , find jobs, find a house get settled into newly wed life WAY before kids. So don't worry about a child in the near future because it is not going to be there. I think you should get a cat. They can pretty much take car of there selves. Tell phil hey. Bella.
Edward is going to come in 10 minutes he is taking me to the movies. Right now they are "eatting dinner" but after we are off. To which my surprise all the Cullens are going to . It was a site to see emmett excited about a musical . I swear sometimes I think the transformation did something to his brain waves.
I wrote back to all of the many emails mom sent me. I got up from the computer.
If I don't change my clothes Alice will probably kill me. What to wear? Mmmmmm.
We as I was about to reach for a pair of faded capris the phone rings. I think I already know who it is .
" dad I go it." as I ran down the stairs as carefully and as quickly as I could. Holding onto the railing the whole time.
" over here bells." Charlie about a 2 feet away from the TV. He held the phone in his hand as it rang. He sat Indian style in front of it.
I walked over and grabbed the phone . Just Charlie yelled to the TV " NO!! You IDIOT"
I walked over to the kitchen and pressed the green button. " hello, swans."
" Bella whatever you do not put on a pair of capris! They are so ugly. I mean seriously they make your butt look saggy and thighs look bigger. The minute the movie is over we are going shopping I can't believe that Esme actually bought those for you. They were horrid."
"Alice, can you slow down you are talking a mile a minute. What do you want me to wear then?"
I was interrupted by a big"YEA I KNEW YOU COULD DO IT" I held the phone with one hand and the other covering up my other ear so I could hear her over the game and Charlie.
"Bella, I will be over by the time you get back up in your room I will be there with a outfit . Don't worry. We will have no butt saggage tonight." then there was a click as the phone went dead. I walked and I put it on the charging stand. " who was that honey?" Charlie was using his normal voice with a commercial showing. " it was just Alice saying that they are on there way." " ok, the game only has about 5 minutes left . So it should be over before they get here."
"That's good dad." I walked upstairs again sure enough there Alice in my computer chair looking extremely bored.
" took ya long enough." she got up from my chair and walked towards me. She had a bag in her hand . It was a present bag. So you couldn't tell where she bought it at. I closed the door as I began to back away from her. " this is either going to be easy or its going to be hard, Bella. Apparently you want the hard way. " she placed the bag at the end of my bed.
I went past her and sat in my computer chair. What would a fight with Alice bring me? Just bruises and maybe broken bones and possesions. But if I have a broken foot or something maybe I wouldn't have to go to the mall and go shopping?? wait , dang... wheelchairs. I guess I have to grin and bear it.
And so with that I became a slave to the cullen called Alice. She worked at lightning speed getting me ready before they are actually suppose to come and be here.
She dressed me in a midnight blue v neck short sleeve shirt, blue jean shorts that fit tight to not too tight and a slightly healed flip-flops. She put my hair in a messy but sexy bun and put eyeliner on my eyes.
"Alice I really don't think that the shoes will be ok, I mean I fall in flats."
I hate stating the obvious especially to a vampire but the truth needs to be out there.
" you won't fall silly, you will be holding on to Edward all night long." she said that as she as she slipped thru the door. I walked to my window and closed it. Just in time to hear a " YEA, MARK owes ME this time." from down stairs.
Fathers gotta love them.
I walked down stairs holding in the railing with each and every step I took.
Knock, knock. The sound came from the front door.
Charlie went forward and opened it as I was still trying to walk down the stairs gracefully.
"Good afternoon Charlie." Edward said briefly making eye contact with him quickly before making it with me.
" you know Edward you don't really have to knock . I knew you were coming. Besides I trust you. You can come in anytime you want to." coming from Charlie was a HUGE shocker.
I froze on the steps . Did my dad actually say that?? Is he running a fever? Will I get sick too?
Edward took my moments of silence the wrong way.
He was next to me in no time flat peeling my hands away from the railing and replacing it with one of his. " Bella , look at me? Are you ok?"
I looked at him " I am great actually. I thought we were going to the movies? Instead of just standing around." trying to break the ice. I was still in slight shock that he actually said that, I wonder what he would do if I told him about edward coming thru my window everynight?
He smiled again and lead me the rest of the way to the outside. " night dad, don't stay up to late."
Alice was right , well at least so far. I clung to him like there was no tomorrow all the way to the running Volvo waiting for us.
He opened the passenger side door. I slid in while he ran for the drivers. I was about to turn on his cd. When I looked behind me in the seat there were Alice and jasper. That must mean the others rode with Esme and Carlisle. " jasper, did you pull Charlie's mood when Edward first walked in my house?"
I had to ask I mean, it was so uncharliesh coming from Charlie. Jasper just looked at me and a small almost creepy smile came to his face. I had to giggle. The way he did it was almost grinch like. Well that answered my question.I turned around in my seat and fastened my seat belt and we headed out towards the theater.
ok I know not much happened but its just the beginning I have to make some plot sometime. But seriously take the my poll please and decide who should die if any one. Pretty please:-) tell me what u think so far please:-)
