LIAR

Liar, that's what I am a liar. I lied to everyone. I'm watching them suffer everyday.

They think Emily is dead, they think I'm grieving her lose like them, but they are wrong.

I know I know that she's alright, but they don't. They all suffer because of me. Of course, it's some relief that at least Hotch knows, but that doesn't change the fact that I lied to them.

I'm watching them fall apart before my eyes, and, I can help them with two words "Emily's alive" , but I can't risk them knowing she's alive, that would put all of us in danger and I can't risk that.

They're not the same anymore.

Garcia, isn't that happy crazy person that we all love, she's sad and quiet and haven't talk to anyone like before she keeps it all professional now.

Derek, has buried himself in finding Doyle and bringing Emily to justice. He thinks, he was the last one that talked to Emily. Man when he find out he's going to hate me, the all will

Rossi, it's just Rossi he hasn't shown any emotion, but I think he cried for her not in front of us, but he cried.

And Reid, Reid was an emotional wreck. He hasn't talk to anyone, he knew only two places the firing range and my house, when he comes every night to cry on my shoulder. He really miss her, he's always repeating "I never got a chance to say goodbye."

It's killing me and Hotch to watch them suffer, and knowing that we could make it all better by saying just two words, two words and it will all be better, yeah they will hate us for letting them suffer this long, but at least they will know the truth and will start heal from this.

But we can't tell them, because if they know that put them in danger from Doyle.

I woke up everyday, hoping, praying that Derek will find him and this nightmare will be over.

And Emily will be able to come back home.


I'm sorry, if there are any grammar or spell checks. English isn't my first language.

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