I do not own Twilight or any of it's characters they belong to Stephanie Meyer. This is my first story so I hope you all like it
"Jacob...I-I" Renesemee stuttered as she pulled up the sheets to cover naked body. I could feel my blood boiling as I stared at my imprint and her South American hybrid lover Nahuel. How could I have been so stupid.
"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!" I yelled out, my breathing became more rapid the angrier I got. I could feel the invisible cables that connected me to her snapping. I was in so much pain that I dropped to my knees gasping for air.
I heard the door to the cottage open and the overwhelming and sickening sweet scent of not just one, but all eight full vampires assaulted my nostrils. "Jacob, what's the..." but Bella didn't get to finish her sentence and let out a gasp of her own as she looked at her daughter with shock and anger evident in her eyes.
"Renesmee how could you do this? Your father..." Bella continued and let out another gasp. She looked at Edward with hurt marring her perfect features and the feeling of betrayal evident in her golden eyes "You knew about this didn't you?"
Edward looked down in shame with guilt evident in his face. I never hated him more than I hated the bloodsucker now. The only question on my mind now was how long was this going on. The pain in my chest was starting to subside, "How long Renesmee?"
She was shaking and tears started to roll down her eyes, " Jacob, Im so sorry...please you have to understand..." I cut her off, " Tell me how long! I at least deserve that you selfish little bitch!" I heard Edward growl but Bella slapped him " Don't you growl at him, you're just as guilty as she is. Answer the question Renesmee."
"Three and half years..." she whispered so low that human ears wouldn't have been able to hear it. My heart started racing. Oh my God what have I done? I looked at Bella and she gave me a knowing look "Leah" she whispered.
I was so livid now. All the cables that held me to Renesmee were gone and there was nothing that tied me to her anymore. If anything I despised her more than anything in the world. I gave up everything for her and she deserved none of it. She had my loyalty and caused me to break my loyalty to people who deserved it from me. The worst part is I was also to blame for my own actions.
Bella looked to the Cullens, " Leah was telling the truth...all this time. We all owe her an apology."
Rosalie shook her head, " Speak for yourself, I believed her the moment she tried to tell the mutt. The she wolf grew on us and I knew she wouldn't lie about something like that." I looked at Rosalie and found no sympathy in her eyes. I knew she felt that I deserved this for the way I had treated Leah back then.
Bella then looked to Carlisle and Esme but they too looked at her apologetically. Carlisle looked at me with pity in his eyes, pity that I didn't deserve then he turned to Bella " When I was taking care of her, I knew she was telling the truth. She didn't say anything to insult Renesmee or Jacob. She only stated the truth. She had done so much for our family despite her having every reason not to want to. Esme and I apologized for Renesmee's action in our own way before she left."
Bella didn't even bother to look at Jasper and Alice. Jasper had tried to tell us that day that Leah was telling the truth. He could feel deceit coming off in waves from Renesmee. Edward kept saying that he was lying, using the fact that Alice loved shopping with Leah as an excuse just to make his wife happy. The argument had caused a rift between the two couples. Bella was appalled that Alice, her so called best friend sided with Leah and not her daughter. Now she understood, it wasn't about sides it was about facts. The facts and truth were now laid out in front of her. Bella was the only one to side with Edward and Renesmee because she didn't think that her husband and daughter would ever lie to her.
It was silent until the sound of a cell phone ringing caused Alice to grab Rosalie and dash outside without a word to anyone. Jasper and Emmett followed suit. It was just me Bella, Nessie, Edward, and Nahuel.
My eyes landed on Nahuel," Leave" it must have been my anger or my demeanor but the South American half leech didn't have to be told twice. He put his clothes on and ran out of the house like a coward.
I turned to Bella, " I want Nessie to show me every interaction she had with Leah, up until that day." Bella nodded and knew I was talking about that day that I failed Leah. She looked at Nessie " You are going to show him everything! The honest everything!" then she turned to Edward " and you are going to make sure it's the truth and if you even think of lying to me I swear to God I will leave you and I won't care if you go to the Volturi this time cause there is no way I am going to live an eternity with someone I can't trust"
Once and for all Bella was calling the shots and the bloodsucker looked like he was going to sob and nodded his head in agreement.
I could hear Renesmee's cold heart beating rapidly. She must have known I wouldn't like what I was about to see.
I closed my eyes and the first vision came. Leah's figure was in the woods staring in shock. She was looking at a naked Renesmee and naked Nahuel going at it like wild animals in the woods. "How could you do this to Jacob!" she screamed and the two lovers broke apart.
"Leah! You don't understand. I love Jacob I do but I just need to experience things outside of him. It's not like he's waited for me my whole life." Renesmee had the nerve to stare at Leah accusingly.
Leah shook her head, " Wow not only are spoiled but you are also stuck on stupid. For your information if you and Jacob have done it you would have been his first! He waited for you out of respect for your father, mother, and you. What would your mother think? Bella and I hadn't always gotten along but I know she wouldn't want you doing this to Jacob she loves him too. Which is more than I can say for you and even your father who I know probably knows about this!"
As I watched the vision anger and remorse filled me as I watched Leah try to defend me. She did much more for me in that action alone which is more than I could say for myself. I kept my eyes closed at the vision went on.
I saw Renesmee reach for Leah's arm " You're not going to tell him! Like you said it would hurt him."
Leah snatched her arm out of Renesmee's and looked at her " No because you are going to tell him. It's better if it came from you, maybe he could at least respect you for being honest with him instead of lying to him like a coward. I'm giving you till the end of the week Renesmee because if you wont tell him I will."
I could feel my body start to shake and I calmed myself wanting to know more. I saw Leah running up to the Cullen mansion, and Renesmee chasing after her.
" No Leah you can't!" Renesmee screamed as she grabbed Leah with a force I didn't know she was capable of.
Leah snatched her arm back " No, I gave you a week. Not only did you not tell him you're still going around behind his back with Nahuel. I won't let you make a fool out of my alpha anymore! It's selfish,cruel and it's a bitch move!"
Out of nowhere Renesmee yanked Leah and threw her against a tree. Leah didn't phase instead she got up " I'm not going to fight you. It would only make Jacob angry cause you're his imprint and in the end it will be my fault like it always is. However I'm telling him wether he believes me or not it's up to him at least I know I've done my part as his beta and his friend. "
Leah made her way back up again but she was thrown back again by Renesmee. This time the tree broke and Leah's skull was bleeding. Yet she still wouldn't fight her. Leah tried to get up but Renesmee had her pinned with her hands and whispered " You are nothing but a barren bitch. No one will love you. That's all you'll ever be is a bitch watching and taking care of people who care nothing for you now and never will. You're fiance left you for your cousin, Jacob will leave you for me, and even you're father didn't love you enough to stay in this world." That was it Leah phased and growled and had her teeth barring at Renesmee.
I knew what was coming next it was the part that I would regret for the rest of my life.
I saw Leah's teeth barred at my soulmate and I saw red. I phased and jumped in front of Renesmee. Renesmee looked at me innocently "Jacob I don't know what I've done wrong she just kind of snapped."
Leah's wolf form looked me " Jake you don't understand, she's cheating on you." I wouldn't hear any of it though. I saw Renesmee stick her tongue out and roll her eyes at Leah which caused Leah to growl again.
My vision self was angry and struck Leah multiple times. "Jake stop I'm trying to help you."
"Help me what! Just cause you're miserable doesn't mean you have to make everyone miserable with you." I said this and I kept attacking her viscously. I hit her where it hurt.
"Jacob stop it! You're going to kill my sister." Seth begged I could hear the worry in his voice and it finally was able to calm myself. The Cullen's came out to see what the fuss was about while Quil and Embry came due to Seth's distress.
"Mutt stop it!" Blondie yelled out defending Leah. I had to hand it to her, even though Blondie was an ice queen she was good judge of character.
My vision self looked to Edward, and I saw Renesmee's eyes pleading to her father to help her out of this situation. Edward was contemplating and he nodded at his daughter. " Leah is lying" he said smoothly.
I was about to attack her again but Rosalie and Jasper intervened. Jasper calmed me down so I could phase back to human while Rosalie urged Leah to phase back. There was so much blood everywhere. Rosalie gave me the dirtiest look as she carried my broken beta and handed her to Carlisle.
Seth phased back and gave a look of pure hate. Jasper looked at Edward and shook his head in dissappointment. I was still angry and even in her bloody state I whispered harsh things to her " You are no longer part of my pack. I'm sorry you were ever in it and I hate you."
I felt a punch to my jaw it was Seth. " Haven't you done enough. I'm not part of your pack either."
Embry and Quil looked at me and shook their heads. Embry sighed "I know she can be sarcastic at times but she's always been there for us. She didn't deserve that. I'm leaving the pack too. I don't know who you are anymore." Quil followed Embry and I knew I lost my pack. I looked to Renesmee and I was glad that I still had her left.
When the vision was done. I punched Edward and sent im flying across the room " You're right you have no soul. For someone who claims to be so virtuous, how can you do something so vile?"
The bloodsucker looked down in shame, " I did it to protect my daughter. I realize now that I was a fool. I'll help you find Leah and I'll help you make things right with her."
"Don't say her name. Your cold dead mouth isn't good enough to utter her name." I sneered. "Your daughter was the one who caused all this trouble. The one who needed protection that day was Leah, and I wasn't able to protect her because I was so wrapped up in your asses that I was the one harming her. Rosalie and Jasper treated her better than I did and they're suppose to be her mortal enemies." I felt my chest heaving in anger.
"Well this ends now. From now on I'm putting everyone else that's suppose to matter first. My dad, La Push, everyone who I ever let down. I'm done playing lap dog for you. I hope your half leech can protect you Renesmee cause I sure as hell won't I'm more likely to kill you."
Renesmee tears were coming out of her eyes, "Jacob please don't leave me! I'm sorry I swear I will do better. I'll be better and I'll treat you better." She could cry till she drowned herself in tears I felt no sympathy for the little whore.
"Please Jacob! If Leah comes back I ..." before she could finish her sentence I wrapped my fingers around her little neck and I glared at her " If Leah comes back and you even look at her the wrong way make no mistake Renesmee Cullen, I will kill you."
I felt a cold hand on my arm trying to calm me, " Please Jacob I know you're hurt but she's still my daughter." I looked at Bella who's eyes were pleading and I slowly unwrapped my fingers from Renesmee's neck and she took in a sharp intake of air.
"Jake if there is anything I can do?" Bella asked and I looked at her, " Yes I want you, Edward, and your spawn to stay the hell away from me." I could see the hurt in her eyes but she nodded and understood. With that I left their cottage and phased, leaving the sound of Renesmee's sobs behind.
Funny how things can change in the blink in of an eye. I ran as fast as I could to La Push and made my way near the cliffs. I thought of my beta and everything I had done to her. She left without a trace three years ago. "Leah" I choked out as tears ran down my cheeks. Would I ever see her again?
I knew that I needed to somehow fix things. I had messed up so bad. For the past three years my times spent in La Push were just to help my dad out and I didn't really spend time with any of the other pack members, or rather they didn't spend any time with me. For the last three years my dad barely spoken to me the way that he used to. I knew he was dissapointed in me.
I phased back and made my way home to La Push. As I made my way up to the door I heard the sound of a football game. My dad's eyes glued to the television screen with a beer in his hand was the first thing I saw when I entered the house.
This was going to be really uncomfortable seeing as how my father and I hadn't had a real conversation in the past three years.
My heart rate was rapid, I was a shapeshifter that could destroy vampires and yet I was still afraid of my old man who depended on a wheelchair to get around. I let out a nervous breath "Dad can we talk?"
My dad turned off the television,put his beer down on the coffee table, looked at me and nodded " What's on your mind son?"
Well here goes nothing, "I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I wasn't a strong enough alpha and that I let go of all of my responsibilities to the tribe. I know that there is nothing that I can say or do to make up for the last three years, but I want to at least try and I can't do it without your guidance or your help.
My father sighed and my heart started to beat fast unknowing if he'd agree to help me or not, " You are first and foremost my son Jake, I would never turn my back on you. I will help you son but it's not going to be easy but with time I believe we can make you the great Alpha I know you're destined to be.
I let out the breath of air I had been holding. My vision felt blurry as tears started to form in my eyes but I refused to let them fall "Thank you dad, thank you" I embraced my father who patted my back.
After I let go of him he looked at me, " Well, you wanted my advice. The first place you must start is finding your way back to your pack." I groaned in my mind, my pack left me since I didn't deserve their loyalty. Sam probably already had them under his control. I never did like the prick even when I was under his rule. I guess this was my first step at getting back what I had so foolishly given up.
I sighed and stood up and made my way to the door ready to head out to Sam and Emily's house." Where are you going son?" my dad asked.
" You said I had to make things right with the pack, I assumed that they're all under Sam now?" A faint smirk appeared on my dad's face as he shook his head. " No son, you might want to head to the Clearwater's house first. I think you might find the answers you need there."
Stress already made it's way up to my head and I rubbed my temples. If there was anyone I thought I'd be never be nervous around it was little Seth Clearwater. However after that incident three years ago, the thought of trying to talk to him scared me shitless. I knew he hated me for what I had done to his sister and blamed her not being here in La Push on me. Fact of the matter is he was right.
Walking to the Clearwater's house took less time than I had expected. It was probably since I was dreading it so much. I didn't know where to start. The Clearwater's front door was in full view and took a couple more steps and knocked on the door.
The door opened revealing an even taller Seth Clearwater. The kid had sure grown up. In fairness, I hadn't really seen him in three years I was twenty three so that made him twenty one now. As soon as he recognized who I was he slammed the door back in my face.
"Come on Seth give me a chance please." I pleaded.
I heard a huff on the side of the door ," Really a chance, like the same chance you gave Leah to explain three years ago? Tell me Black why the sudden change of heart? You almost killed Leah, let Embry, Quil, and I leave the pack without any qualms about it."
"Look I was wrong Seth, there wasn't a day that has gone by that I didn't regret what I did to Leah. If she was hear I'd do anything she'd tell me to do in order for her to forgive me." I was feeling so guilty and ashamed I had no right to plead but I had nothing to lose anymore.
"You really expect her to forgive you?" Seth asked his tone of voice sounded like it was the most obsurd thing he'd ever heard.
I decided that honesty was the best policy "Honestly, no Seth I don't because I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself. Not just for hurting Leah either. I let you, Embry, Quil, hell I let all of La Push down. "
A lump in my throat was beginning to form, "I promise you guys I won't put the Cullens or anyone else above you ever again. I know I messed up and I'm willing to do anything for you to trust me again. If you want to hurt me like I hurt Leah please do it. You can make it hurt a hundred times worse if only to redeem myself to you guys just a little bit. I'd take it. My voice choked out, I was getting desperate.
"How do we know that when we need you most, we won't be put on the back burner for your half leech imprint?" Seth asked and I felt my blood boil just thinking of Renesmee.
"That bitch can go to the ninth circle of hell for all I care. The imprint is gone and we never have to have anything to with her again." I didn't hear anything but silence from the other side of the door.
I heard the door knob being opened and relief filled my body, until I felt a fist collide with my face and fell back from the force. For the second time in my life Seth Clearwater had punched me in the face. I looked up to see him, Embry and Quil smirking at me, "Well looks like the Prodigal Alpha has returned."
