1 My Two Cent
A/N: I've been thinking of doing this one forever. Tell me what you think.
Okay, I'm going to put in my two cents. I never really understood what that meant. What does money have to do with somebody's thoughts on an idea? But right now I'll try not to think of everything that way. I'll try to be straight to the point.
The only person I have veer truly loved has dumped me. To make matters worse an old friend has asked me to become a vengeance demon again. How could I be so foolish to think that I could have at least one happy day?
So you ask, 'what will she say to that old demon chum of her's ' Well think. Of coarse I will say yes. I want only two things in life and one of them just dumped me. When the other wants me back… I did what anybody with a brain should do.
So before I said yes I wondered 'Why did Willow and Tara not want to become something more, like I will soon?'
Willow was offered to become a demon, but she said no. Why? Oz had left her and she had no idea she would become a lesbian. She had nothing to look forward to. She had nobody. No love no nothing. Yet she still said no. She took her stupid mortal friends over an eternal happy life. Why?
Tara's family told her that she would become a demon. A very strong powerful demon. But she refused to go back and become what she would have to become. She took the person she knew she could never have a real relationship with over this power that she could feel brewing inside of her. Again I ask why.
So now I'm thinking very deep thoughts. Deep thoughts about everyone. Buffy, Willow, Tara, Dawn, and even Xander.
Okay Buffy is this "powerful" slayer. With so many people who love her. Angel, Riley, and even Spike. They all love her and yet she is still single. Each and every one of those guys would die for her even if they did move on. So why doesn't she do everything in her great power to be with her one person, whoever that may be. Why does she wait for mister right to just come along while she is slaying or something?
Dawn is a key. How does she live on every day knowing that the things she feels and the things she remembers are all false? God knows I couldn't. But maybe that's what makes her stronger then me. Ha, a child like Dawn stronger then me. Funny but true.
Spike loves Buffy. How can you love the one person that you can't have? I don't understand how somebody can take the hurt she causes. I don't understand a lot. But this time I know that other people think this too.
Giles… oh Giles. All summer he was moping around the shop about how he can't be a watcher without his slayer. Well now she's back and he decides that he needs to leave. Again, somebody is giving up something that they yearned for. Why?
Finally Xander. He left me. I had an understanding that he loved me back. And word on the street is he had been looking for me. So why not marry me. What the demon showed him wasn't true. The guy hated me and now Xander may as well hate me too. And I've been trying to the him back but I just can't. I love him too much. How can all these feeling just mush inside of me. I don't understand.
Maybe this is why everybody in the pathetic gang can't find a happy relationship. Maybe they just don't exist. But maybe if you work on it so much and give it some time everything will turn out fine.
That's my two cents.
-Anya
A/N: I've been thinking of doing this one forever. Tell me what you think.
Okay, I'm going to put in my two cents. I never really understood what that meant. What does money have to do with somebody's thoughts on an idea? But right now I'll try not to think of everything that way. I'll try to be straight to the point.
The only person I have veer truly loved has dumped me. To make matters worse an old friend has asked me to become a vengeance demon again. How could I be so foolish to think that I could have at least one happy day?
So you ask, 'what will she say to that old demon chum of her's ' Well think. Of coarse I will say yes. I want only two things in life and one of them just dumped me. When the other wants me back… I did what anybody with a brain should do.
So before I said yes I wondered 'Why did Willow and Tara not want to become something more, like I will soon?'
Willow was offered to become a demon, but she said no. Why? Oz had left her and she had no idea she would become a lesbian. She had nothing to look forward to. She had nobody. No love no nothing. Yet she still said no. She took her stupid mortal friends over an eternal happy life. Why?
Tara's family told her that she would become a demon. A very strong powerful demon. But she refused to go back and become what she would have to become. She took the person she knew she could never have a real relationship with over this power that she could feel brewing inside of her. Again I ask why.
So now I'm thinking very deep thoughts. Deep thoughts about everyone. Buffy, Willow, Tara, Dawn, and even Xander.
Okay Buffy is this "powerful" slayer. With so many people who love her. Angel, Riley, and even Spike. They all love her and yet she is still single. Each and every one of those guys would die for her even if they did move on. So why doesn't she do everything in her great power to be with her one person, whoever that may be. Why does she wait for mister right to just come along while she is slaying or something?
Dawn is a key. How does she live on every day knowing that the things she feels and the things she remembers are all false? God knows I couldn't. But maybe that's what makes her stronger then me. Ha, a child like Dawn stronger then me. Funny but true.
Spike loves Buffy. How can you love the one person that you can't have? I don't understand how somebody can take the hurt she causes. I don't understand a lot. But this time I know that other people think this too.
Giles… oh Giles. All summer he was moping around the shop about how he can't be a watcher without his slayer. Well now she's back and he decides that he needs to leave. Again, somebody is giving up something that they yearned for. Why?
Finally Xander. He left me. I had an understanding that he loved me back. And word on the street is he had been looking for me. So why not marry me. What the demon showed him wasn't true. The guy hated me and now Xander may as well hate me too. And I've been trying to the him back but I just can't. I love him too much. How can all these feeling just mush inside of me. I don't understand.
Maybe this is why everybody in the pathetic gang can't find a happy relationship. Maybe they just don't exist. But maybe if you work on it so much and give it some time everything will turn out fine.
That's my two cents.
-Anya
