Title: Not So Innocent
Author: fan_fic_writer_uk
Email: fan_fic_writer_uk@yahoo.co.uk
Rating: PG-13
Language: English
Summary-
Rebecca Chamber's is that goody goody S.T.A.R.S member, always one you can trust and rely on. She comes across as both slightly dumb and very loyal to her friends and authority. But what if she's not who she seems to be? What if her loyality are not where they seem to lie? a/n Okay as promised I've written a little old fic about everybody's *favourite* RE girl, Rebecca Chambers. One of the reasons I wrote it was because so many people hate her for her oh-so-ever-so-nice attitude to just about everyone. So I decided to give Rebecca a dark side, I think she desperately needed one as without it she's just too plain and boring. She also needed a new angle and dimension (or should that be *a* dimension)
Anyway hope you like the fic,
Not So Innocent
***
Well I've done it, I've killed someone. I say that like it's the first time I ever have, nothing could in fact be further from the truth (as you perhaps already know diary). I very much doubt whether any of the others will point the finger at me. You see my confidence is quite plainly because their idiots, simpletons the lot of them. They'd never think in a million years that I'd even be able to contemplate killing someone, much less having guts and the iron will to carry it out... but still they don't know me, they never have. To them I'm just little old reliable Rebecca, not an evil bone in her body. The Rebecca who is too young, to pure to be subjected to goings on of Umbrella. They think I'm nothing more than that, how wrong they are... idiots.
I mean it's laughable when you think about it. They're prepared to accept me for what I appear to be, just a plain, ordinary girl whose had to deal with hell. On the surface it seems just that, the only other characteristics I can think of are my apparent loyalty and my deep respect for my superiors. Them superiors? yeah right, Chris is a nobody compared to me, always has been, always will be. If only he knew what lay beneath my girlish exterior. I can see his face now, ladled with a look of pure shock, disbelief and absolute horror (how very sweet it feels to see it). It's Chris who is in fact the one I hate the most out of them all, he's the worst by far.
He's supposed to be the team leader, albeit unofficially. If he wants to lead us then he's got to know he can trust us, not think that he can. As our team leader he should be the most observant, always with a watchful eye, but he's not. And that both surprises me and disgusts me, it's cringingly sad. After the way he took the betrayal of captain Wesker (oh look there's *Rebecca* coming in, giving everybody above her their titles and the like) he should be so much more vigilant, so much more distrustful, so much more weary... but he's not and that sickens me. I mean I'd like to be able to muster up some feelings of respect towards him, as in due course when it comes to his turn I'd like to deem him as an opponent when I kill him, but I guess he won't be, he's too weak. So quick to trust me upon sight, a misplaced quality indeed. Maybe if I'd met him after 'The Great Betrayal' it would have been different and I could have enjoyed the battle to win his trust... but it didn't happen and, in the grand plan of things, it makes no difference. He's just another face, nothing more, although I can't help but feel annoyed (angry?) that he hasn't noticed the real me (if there's such a thing) and it's just so glaringly obvious.
I mean come on, what do I look like at first glance? I'm seem a very feminine young lady without a care in the world. How many people like that could survive in a freaking mansion filled with the undead for as long as I did? (shall the figure require one hand or two?). It's just so naive, far too naive, to think that sheer luck kept me alive in that hell hole. The only team member left alive? hmmm just a *little* too suspicious. The sweet voice and the salute? I should do T.V, in fact I should do Hollywood for pulling that off. It's just too pitiful to play over in my mind about it, I guess he's just another gullible fool. I suppose that I should give him some credit at least, my disposal of the S.T.A.R.S Bravo team members was in a way which seemed to be entirely the fault of those freaks of nature.
Surprised? I suppose you are. *I* killed them?..oh yes, enjoyed ever minute of it I did. It's likely that you've already worked out from previous entries that I did but now's the first time I put it in writing. It's probably the adrenaline of the kill which has made me bold enough to write the truth without any cryptic meanings. The kill? oh it was good, so good to finally be doing what I love again but it was thoroughly disappointing, no challenge you see. I do long to talk about the kill and discuss it in great vivid depth but first I must tell you the truth about the past before I discuss present and future.
(Getting back to the mansion incident) I also suppose he wasn't to know any different when Albert Wesker took a shot at me. It did seem only because I rounded the corner and put myself in the middle of the confrontation that it happened, but me and him know different (no matter how seemingly innocence it appeared to be alarm bells would already be ringing in my head). He took a shot at me once he could because he knew about me, and I him. He was a double crosser to not only the S.T.A.R.S team but to Umbrella as well. He knew if he didn't kill me fist either I or someone else from Umbrella would do so to him.
Surprised once more? I bet you are. Rebecca working for Umbrella, the enemy? Yep, sorry to disappoint. It explains SO many things that someone should really have considered it before. Let's see;
Q1) The knowledge of the chemicals? (i.e the plant incident) A) Basic Umbrella training and ditto with my status as field medic.
Q2)Survival in the mansion? A) Let's just say I was prepared for it (tut tut tut people should have checked that helicopter more often, and Chris, it was so obvious that I was trying to shift the blame when I mentioned it).
Q3)Bullet proof vest? Ditto, prepared again.
There're probably a few other questions that have arisen since my confession (I just call it telling the truth, in fact I never denied it so it's only due to the stupidity of others that nobody thought of it sooner).
The most likely question you now have is why on earth would I willingly go into a place like that? Well it's for a couple of reasons. Firstly there were some files and research notes that need to be collected before the mansions' destruction (that's why I was on the Bravo team, so I could get to them before Wesker could). Secondly they need someone reliable to collect data and stuff on how the S.T.A.R.S dealt with the B.O.W monsters. Reliable I hear you say, but surely Wesker was to do that, Umbrella employed him for it amongst other jobs, didn't they? Well that leads me onto my third point, determine whether Wesker was solely loyal to Umbrella. They were having doubts already (how very presumptuous of them to do so, they're my kind of people). Lastly the mansion incident would also provide me with a viable way to leave Racoon city with no questions asked (you see as far as they were concerned I was already dead).
There's probably only one more burning question you've got for me, if Umbrella didn't want any non agent to survive then why did I let them live and thus endanger my mission? Well the answers fairly simple, because of Chris. Like Wesker I saw something inside of Chris, something big. This thing although it *forced* me to spare his life only makes me want to kill him more ((just like Wesker). I had countless opportunities to kill him but I didn't take any of them. If I let him live why then did I let Jill, after all I could have killed her right before we escaped? Simple once more, because he being a self righteous bastard would go back for her not matter the consequences, and I couldn't have that.
It was a small moment of weakness that let me let him and in turn the rest of them live, one which I can't help but feel embittered about. Weakness and me don't go exactly hand in hand but for him it was different. If I wasn't who I was and was just that plain Marry Sue I pretend to be then I'd claim compassion and human nature. As it is I'm not and so the only thing left is the possibility that I had feelings towards him. It's not that however, I'm worse than a Tyrant when it comes to emotions, real emotions. Anyway after thinking about it for about a split second I realised that I have no qualms about killing him or the others, it was weakness nothing more.
Well that brings us to the present, I'm sure your just itching to know who I've killed, of course as nobody will ever read this or if they do it will be long after I'm gone and you'll already know, however you can still enjoy my tale of the chase.
***
a/n Well that was series of surprising that Rebecca pulled on us (I hope all of them can fit into the RE story line without any contradictions). I doubt she's the girl you thought of her as before you read this, I hope you like the change I've given her. Who's she killed then? it'll be revealed next chapter so please, please keep reading.
(News in case you read my other fics)
I'm about half a page through Chapter 11: Growing Closer of Wesker's Desire (a Claire/Wesker pairing by the way). Also got some basic ideas down for 'Steve or Sherry, Sherry or Steve' and 'Betrayed in more ways than one' (see bottom a/n note of chapter 10 of WD for info on them)
Next chapter up soon!! Please R/R with any comments or suggestions you may have, thanks.
Author: fan_fic_writer_uk
Email: fan_fic_writer_uk@yahoo.co.uk
Rating: PG-13
Language: English
Summary-
Rebecca Chamber's is that goody goody S.T.A.R.S member, always one you can trust and rely on. She comes across as both slightly dumb and very loyal to her friends and authority. But what if she's not who she seems to be? What if her loyality are not where they seem to lie? a/n Okay as promised I've written a little old fic about everybody's *favourite* RE girl, Rebecca Chambers. One of the reasons I wrote it was because so many people hate her for her oh-so-ever-so-nice attitude to just about everyone. So I decided to give Rebecca a dark side, I think she desperately needed one as without it she's just too plain and boring. She also needed a new angle and dimension (or should that be *a* dimension)
Anyway hope you like the fic,
Not So Innocent
***
Well I've done it, I've killed someone. I say that like it's the first time I ever have, nothing could in fact be further from the truth (as you perhaps already know diary). I very much doubt whether any of the others will point the finger at me. You see my confidence is quite plainly because their idiots, simpletons the lot of them. They'd never think in a million years that I'd even be able to contemplate killing someone, much less having guts and the iron will to carry it out... but still they don't know me, they never have. To them I'm just little old reliable Rebecca, not an evil bone in her body. The Rebecca who is too young, to pure to be subjected to goings on of Umbrella. They think I'm nothing more than that, how wrong they are... idiots.
I mean it's laughable when you think about it. They're prepared to accept me for what I appear to be, just a plain, ordinary girl whose had to deal with hell. On the surface it seems just that, the only other characteristics I can think of are my apparent loyalty and my deep respect for my superiors. Them superiors? yeah right, Chris is a nobody compared to me, always has been, always will be. If only he knew what lay beneath my girlish exterior. I can see his face now, ladled with a look of pure shock, disbelief and absolute horror (how very sweet it feels to see it). It's Chris who is in fact the one I hate the most out of them all, he's the worst by far.
He's supposed to be the team leader, albeit unofficially. If he wants to lead us then he's got to know he can trust us, not think that he can. As our team leader he should be the most observant, always with a watchful eye, but he's not. And that both surprises me and disgusts me, it's cringingly sad. After the way he took the betrayal of captain Wesker (oh look there's *Rebecca* coming in, giving everybody above her their titles and the like) he should be so much more vigilant, so much more distrustful, so much more weary... but he's not and that sickens me. I mean I'd like to be able to muster up some feelings of respect towards him, as in due course when it comes to his turn I'd like to deem him as an opponent when I kill him, but I guess he won't be, he's too weak. So quick to trust me upon sight, a misplaced quality indeed. Maybe if I'd met him after 'The Great Betrayal' it would have been different and I could have enjoyed the battle to win his trust... but it didn't happen and, in the grand plan of things, it makes no difference. He's just another face, nothing more, although I can't help but feel annoyed (angry?) that he hasn't noticed the real me (if there's such a thing) and it's just so glaringly obvious.
I mean come on, what do I look like at first glance? I'm seem a very feminine young lady without a care in the world. How many people like that could survive in a freaking mansion filled with the undead for as long as I did? (shall the figure require one hand or two?). It's just so naive, far too naive, to think that sheer luck kept me alive in that hell hole. The only team member left alive? hmmm just a *little* too suspicious. The sweet voice and the salute? I should do T.V, in fact I should do Hollywood for pulling that off. It's just too pitiful to play over in my mind about it, I guess he's just another gullible fool. I suppose that I should give him some credit at least, my disposal of the S.T.A.R.S Bravo team members was in a way which seemed to be entirely the fault of those freaks of nature.
Surprised? I suppose you are. *I* killed them?..oh yes, enjoyed ever minute of it I did. It's likely that you've already worked out from previous entries that I did but now's the first time I put it in writing. It's probably the adrenaline of the kill which has made me bold enough to write the truth without any cryptic meanings. The kill? oh it was good, so good to finally be doing what I love again but it was thoroughly disappointing, no challenge you see. I do long to talk about the kill and discuss it in great vivid depth but first I must tell you the truth about the past before I discuss present and future.
(Getting back to the mansion incident) I also suppose he wasn't to know any different when Albert Wesker took a shot at me. It did seem only because I rounded the corner and put myself in the middle of the confrontation that it happened, but me and him know different (no matter how seemingly innocence it appeared to be alarm bells would already be ringing in my head). He took a shot at me once he could because he knew about me, and I him. He was a double crosser to not only the S.T.A.R.S team but to Umbrella as well. He knew if he didn't kill me fist either I or someone else from Umbrella would do so to him.
Surprised once more? I bet you are. Rebecca working for Umbrella, the enemy? Yep, sorry to disappoint. It explains SO many things that someone should really have considered it before. Let's see;
Q1) The knowledge of the chemicals? (i.e the plant incident) A) Basic Umbrella training and ditto with my status as field medic.
Q2)Survival in the mansion? A) Let's just say I was prepared for it (tut tut tut people should have checked that helicopter more often, and Chris, it was so obvious that I was trying to shift the blame when I mentioned it).
Q3)Bullet proof vest? Ditto, prepared again.
There're probably a few other questions that have arisen since my confession (I just call it telling the truth, in fact I never denied it so it's only due to the stupidity of others that nobody thought of it sooner).
The most likely question you now have is why on earth would I willingly go into a place like that? Well it's for a couple of reasons. Firstly there were some files and research notes that need to be collected before the mansions' destruction (that's why I was on the Bravo team, so I could get to them before Wesker could). Secondly they need someone reliable to collect data and stuff on how the S.T.A.R.S dealt with the B.O.W monsters. Reliable I hear you say, but surely Wesker was to do that, Umbrella employed him for it amongst other jobs, didn't they? Well that leads me onto my third point, determine whether Wesker was solely loyal to Umbrella. They were having doubts already (how very presumptuous of them to do so, they're my kind of people). Lastly the mansion incident would also provide me with a viable way to leave Racoon city with no questions asked (you see as far as they were concerned I was already dead).
There's probably only one more burning question you've got for me, if Umbrella didn't want any non agent to survive then why did I let them live and thus endanger my mission? Well the answers fairly simple, because of Chris. Like Wesker I saw something inside of Chris, something big. This thing although it *forced* me to spare his life only makes me want to kill him more ((just like Wesker). I had countless opportunities to kill him but I didn't take any of them. If I let him live why then did I let Jill, after all I could have killed her right before we escaped? Simple once more, because he being a self righteous bastard would go back for her not matter the consequences, and I couldn't have that.
It was a small moment of weakness that let me let him and in turn the rest of them live, one which I can't help but feel embittered about. Weakness and me don't go exactly hand in hand but for him it was different. If I wasn't who I was and was just that plain Marry Sue I pretend to be then I'd claim compassion and human nature. As it is I'm not and so the only thing left is the possibility that I had feelings towards him. It's not that however, I'm worse than a Tyrant when it comes to emotions, real emotions. Anyway after thinking about it for about a split second I realised that I have no qualms about killing him or the others, it was weakness nothing more.
Well that brings us to the present, I'm sure your just itching to know who I've killed, of course as nobody will ever read this or if they do it will be long after I'm gone and you'll already know, however you can still enjoy my tale of the chase.
***
a/n Well that was series of surprising that Rebecca pulled on us (I hope all of them can fit into the RE story line without any contradictions). I doubt she's the girl you thought of her as before you read this, I hope you like the change I've given her. Who's she killed then? it'll be revealed next chapter so please, please keep reading.
(News in case you read my other fics)
I'm about half a page through Chapter 11: Growing Closer of Wesker's Desire (a Claire/Wesker pairing by the way). Also got some basic ideas down for 'Steve or Sherry, Sherry or Steve' and 'Betrayed in more ways than one' (see bottom a/n note of chapter 10 of WD for info on them)
Next chapter up soon!! Please R/R with any comments or suggestions you may have, thanks.
