Him
By Lily Evans
Remembering the first time I met James,
He made a bad impression
By joking about my best friend's name,
And I went mad like Toni Morrison.
He was always shouting my name
Like nobody's watching.
He thought he got his love claimed,
Instead he got my glaring.
"Be my beau?"
He never stopped trying,
But I didn't hear his heart break with every "no".
I didn't see him suffer in pain after every fighting.
Until the seventh year, he left me alone
I realized his perfectness
He got his flawless side shown,
Got me falling in love hopeless.
He's the definition of an angel,
But the toxic drug of mine,
Made me get addicted disdainful,
Waiting to kill me time by time.
Now I know how you feel
After years of rejections.
My heart was cut by thousands of steels,
I know there aren't any prevention.
I understand it's too late,
I hope I'm the angel of yours,
But it's all up to fate,
My adoration towards you will endure through years.
Even though you choose someone else,
Your childish chasing remained a fantasy,
It's the timing that harried us to hell,
My feelings towards you last for an eternity.
