Title: My Pain. My heart
Author: Troubled Spirit
Summary: My Pain. My heart
Rating: R (But really PG- 13)
Pairings (s): SasuNaru
Feedback: desired
Characters: Naruto, Sasuke, Gaara
Author's Note : A lame blahbling T.T
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto or any of the characters that consist of this anime.


Author's Note: Actually, I forgot to mention in this late posted version of the fic, that this is dedicated to one of my reviewers, losthimagain, Sorry it's late but...3 months? I actually posted it a week after I told you...but I posted it in the forum and not here . Sorry T.T

Happy Extra extra be-lated birthday T.T


It's been so long since I last saw you teme…Do know you know how long I've longed to see you again? How hopeless I feel when ever I can't manage to bring you back home? Night after nigh I seek comfort in the arms of another. Always hoping to forget you in the soothing words of another's lips, hoping to forget the pain you cause me.

Whenever my body is entangled with another's body, I see you there…past his shoulder as I reach my high peak. There…simply perched upon the window, just simply staring at me. Your once cold eyes staring at me but each time I see them, they're always the same: Full of betrayal, disgust, but most of all…sadness and guilt.

I can never look into them for long, for my heart feels like it's to the point of shattering. That's why I close my eyes and hide my face into his neck. By the time I regret my actions and look back, you are no longer there but into the snakes clutches again.

Each night is the same, never once a peaceful moment. Nothing but a mournful cycle of what we call life…except for tonight…Tonight will be different. Tonight I won't go to him for comfort. Tonight I will receive my nightmare from the past with open arms. Tonight, I will wait for you…

My Pain. My heart.

I laid in bed waiting for what seemed for hours, and yet, no fear, no pain, no remorse came to me. Nothing. Nothing but a cool refreshing calmness filled me. My heart felt contempt, at peace. I slowly drifted to sleep in the mid break of dawn. As I did, I felt a dark shadow fall upon me. I opened my eyes slightly, only to see a hand come over them.

"Shh…Sleep…"

The voice seemed familiar, like a ghost from the past. A voice that I haven't heard in so many years, but still remained deep and silky. A small smile slowly crepped up on my face. Moments later, as I crossed the borderline of wake and unconsciousness, I felt soft lips upon my own. As I completely submerged into the land of dreams, I heard your voice.

"Oyasuminasai…dobe"

I guess my nightmare did come back to haunt me…but in such a way that I long for its return…


Troubled-Spirit: Yeah, a small drabble for the hell of passing time.