Author's Note: Hey everyone! Yes I realize that it has been a while since I've updated anything, and I'm truly sorry, college really takes a toll on a person, but this idea came to me while I was watching a marathon of CSI a few weeks ago. I hope u guys enjoy, and yes I will try and update my others stories too…everyone that likes my stories has been wanting me to…so I'm trying to get back with it guys, just bear with me. And I'm sorry if my writing might be a little rusty…it's been almost three years since I've written a story on here. Thanks everyone.

"I can't believe this is happening," Sara said to herself, as she gazed upon her reflection in the mirror of her locker. "I can't do this, not right now," About that time Nick walked into the room. "Hey Sara" he said as he opened her locker. "Oh no I hope nick didn't hear me, I'm not ready to tell anyone yet," Sara thought to herself. "Hey" she replied, as she closed her locker quickly and walked passed him, not even sparing a passing glance. "Hmm, wonder what's got her in such a mood?" Nick thought to himself, because it was unlike Sara to be short with him.

Not long after, did the nightshift CSI sit in the break room waiting for assignments to be handed out. "Sara, you not have anything to say tonight?" Warrick jokingly asked, as he watched his fellow CSI stare out the window. "No, I'm not in the talking mood tonight." Sara had something on her mind that had been troubling since earlier that week. She wanted to tell someone but didn't have the courage to at the time. This was a life-altering situation. It was weighing heavy on her mind, but she couldn't help but think about it. "What am I going to do?" she thought to herself. Just as her eyes began to tear up Grissom came in with the assignments for the night. "Catherine and Warrick I've got you guys on a B&E/10-19 near Summerland. Nick and Sara I've also got you guys on a 10-19, double homicide behind the Monaco. "Ok Sar, you want to drive?" Nick asked as he dangled the keys in front of Sara's face in a teasing manner. "Yep" she replied quickly snatching the keys from Nick's grasp.

The ride to the scene was quiet, so Nick tried to spark up a conversation with Sara. "So what's up Sara, you've been short with me tonight, something wrong?" "Nothing," she said as she kept her eyes glued to the road. "Come on Sara, don't lie, I can tell there's something wrong and you know you can talk to me," he tried to ask her again, this time with a bit of concern in his voice. "Nick just drop it ok?" Sara said angrily. "Alright" he responded throwing his hands up in the air, as to surrender.

The crime scene was a mess, two male victims, mid 30's, shot multiple times. As Sara and Nick began processing the scene, Sara began to feel very ill. Without saying anything she quickly ran away from the scene to throw up. This job normally didn't get to her but the past few weeks she wasn't able to stomach it. "You sure you're ok Sara?" Nick asked as he saw her approach the scene again. "Yea" she snapped quickly. Nick couldn't help but wonder what was going on with Sara, she's a CSI, she's seen multiple dead bodies, ones that smelled a lot worse than these two but these were the ones to make her sick? And on top of that she had been short with him all night, did he do something wrong? Nick scratched his head in confusion.

Later that night, back at the lab; Nick wanted to once again try to spark up a conversation with Sara, maybe she had gotten out of her bad mood. "So Sar, did you enjoy your two days off? It must be nice" referring to Sara's two day break, this was a rarity in the lab so Nick joked about it. "Mhm" she responded as she found a hair on the shirt of the victim and placed in into an envelope. "Mhm? That's it Sar? You didn't have a party to celebrate your two days? Because I would have." He said jokingly with a chuckle. "No Nick I just sat around my apartment and relaxed, was I not supposed to?" She snapped. "Sara, what's has gotten into you? You've been acting weird, and not talking much." "Nick I don't feel like talking much, I just found some news out the other day and it's just getting the best of me." She said. She could feel tears forming in her eyes. "Sara? Care to tell me what's going on?"

-TBC-Please review and tell me what you think of my new story! Hmmm will she tell nick whats going on? We will found out in the next Chapter