Disclaimer:I don't own Twilight, if I did I would not be here right? right ok then
BPOV
When HE left me two month ago,
I thought I would go mad,
When I found out him and his whole family where staying in Fork's,
I thought I would be taking to the loony bin.
When I saw him and his sister Alice, sitting at the small table in the corner, like when I first got here
I thought I would die.
But I didn't, I went to live with my mom for a month, and when I found out my old best friend was moving to Forks. I came back.
I survived, I moved on.
At least thats how I made it look.
To him, to Alice, to my dad, to the whole town.
The only one who really knew what was going on in my head was my best friend, Heidi, she helped me, and kept my secrets when no one else would, she loved me.
Heidi and I where like two pee's in a pod, ok not really true, she is WAY more out going and crazy then me.
BUt you know how some times a person is really shy? then when that person is with friends its like a whole different person?
That's how it is with me and Heidi.
She brought the "fun" out in me.
So when I showed up after a month of disapering, just picture how shocked people where to see me in a whole new way.
the last time these people had seen me I had dark circle under my eye's, I looked like I had not been to sleep in days (which I hadn't) and I was wearing things that didn't even match.
So when I walked in the lunch room (I missed my alarm again so I was late) on my 1st day with Heidi's arm wrapped around my own, with really cute clothes on perfect hair and a little make--up and no dark circles, laughing at some thing random, and just having fun, people stared at me like I was from MArs.
I dont know why I looked at HIS table, but I did.
And when I did, I swer I saw pain in his eye's and saddness but also a little joy.
I pushed this thought away if I started to think about him I would break down.
We walked through the lunch line still laughing and when we sat, people where still looking at me, so Heidi gave them here "Death" look which might I add is very creepy (dont get on her bad side)
After lunch I had to say bye to Heidi, she had gym and I had trig.
So we went are seprate ways.
And when I walked into Trig, I almost puked up lunch.
There sat right next to the only seat not filled was,
Edward.
Great.
Just great.
AN
Well what do you think should I continue on this story or let it go?
