Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, sadly. I'm just screwing up the whole lot :)

BTW I know this is a very, very tiny chapter, but this is my first fanfic, and the chapters will grew the longer I'm writing the story.


I'm sitting on the emergency staircase at the freeway side from my too-little school, and I'm looking outside and listen music.

For the first time in ages, i'm early on school and I like it on this very stairs, since nobody would even think of going here before school. Everybody here is in the cafeteria or in the library or whatever. My friends of course, belong not to this people. My couple of friends are most likely late, and'll be on school when the latter bell is about to go.

My friends are, like me, just a little bit different from the rest, and that's why I love them, and why I'm going to miss them so damn bad next year.

Suddenly there was a loud noise somewhere under me and then I saw Embry running the stairs up. "Embry!" I called happily. "Bella!" he called back. He threw his backpack with a loud thud on the floor and came to sit with me on the staircase.

"you're looking very tired Bella, is everything all right?"

"yeah, I'm just tired like you said, and I'm worrying about school, I think."

He is suddenly a little sad. "yeah, next year, huh? Wish I could say don't worry, but I simply can't. We'll keep in touch, though, I'll promise you that."

Not like they owe me that, it's my own stupid fault that I'll be sophomore for the second time next year. I'm the one who wanted to have fun, and I was the one that wanted so badly to find love, which didn't even worked out with me. Long story short, love wanted to go third base, and I wished 'love' a happily ever after – without me. Love, also known as Jacob Black, probably is living a happily ever after now, and probably one I don't want to know a thing about.

"Bella?" Embry said, waking me up from my reverie. "the bell just went. We have to go to math." He began to lift his way too heavy backpack.

"Ehm Embry?" I hesitated before I stood up. "thanks for saying that. It's my own fault, you know? But you and the others, you all keep being nice to me, trying to help me and stuff. So thank you, really."

"No problem Bella." He smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes. "you know we will help you as much as we can. The thing you spoke Mr. Newton about… you can do it. Everyone knows that you are one of the smarter ones in here, so 2 months of working and you'll join us and the other juniors." The appointment I made with Mr. Newton was that next year my teachers after 2 months would vote whether I would return to my old class, or would stay with the sophomores for the rest of the year.

I smiled at Embry. He was really a good friend of mine, because of his nice personality.

He offered his arm for me and I took it gratefully. I laughed as we walked whirling and with our arms linked to maths. Embry always knew how to pep me up... for the moment.

When Embry and I walked, still arm in arm, the classroom in, my friends didn't call me from the other end of the class and they didn't wave at me or gave any sign that they'd seen me. But I could tell they had. I walked over to our six places in the back of the class. Not all my friends had the same maths class as i had, and they were having French right now, so it was pretty quiet. Nice. I wasn't in the mood to make a lot of noise and fun right now.

"Bella, move! You're blocking our sight!" So much for just 'hi Bella!'... "Woa Alice! I must have figured it wrong that you two would be happy to see me. Also hello Alice." I mocked.

"Yeah I'm sorry, Hi! Will you now step out of the way please?" I groaned and took my seat. Alice was again staring in the direction where I just stood. I turned to see Angela, behind me, practically drooling while staring at something in the very same direction. I was beginning to feel very curious about what just was behind me, so I looked in the direction my friends were gazing in, and gasped lout.


I'll try to write a new chapter A.S.A.P. but i have exam week, as in freshmen exams (i dunno how you guys call it but it's the last actually school week before summer vacation and in that week we get a test about every subject we have had :P (and then the teachers decide whether I will be a sophomore next school year))

~xoxo~