: It hurts... : A Gaara Love Story : Deep inside.. : Intro :


"Onee-chan! Get up! It's time for breakfast!"
"mumble Haii..." You answered as he called you. You were in your pyjama as you ran downstairs to eat.
"Here you go, sweetie. ", said your mom as she handed you a plate filled with eggs, toasts and sausages, and a glass of orange juice.
"Thank you very much, mama! " you said as your mouth was full of food.
"Ahh! Onee-chan! Don't talk with your mouth full! It's gross!"
"Haaaiii… mumble sorry…", you said and continued to devour what was left on the plate.
"Thanks mama! This was deeeliciiious!!", you said as your mother gave you a smile.

You then headed outside to meet the newcomers, since you heard some people moved in. You saw a little girl on a swing and you already knew she wasn't from your village. Her gaze met yours as you grinned at her and she returned it. You then started to go there every day, just to see her. But one day, it was different. She came to talk to you and you became really good friends.
"Hi! My name is Lora! Nice to meet you! "
"Konnichiwa, my name is Kilaru! (pronounced Kill-ah-ru) Are you new here?"
"Yeah.. My family and I moved in a while ago…
"I'm happy!! " You said cheerfully.
"Huh? Why?"
"Because I made a friend!"
"Oh.. then I'm happy too! Let's be friends forever!"
"Yeees!! That would be soo great!!", My.. first friend... you smiled.
"I'm glad you came in my life!"
"Me too! …Oh, sorry Kilaru! My parents are calling me.. I have to go eat.. Ja ne!!"
"See you later Lora! ...my friend...", you frowned as you mumbled the last part. "Friend, huh? Sounds great.."
The days went by and the weather grew colder as autumn came in. You woke up by yourself, this time, and you went downstairs to meet your family. But something was different. You could feel it. The air seemed cold. And then..
"So, Hiro, how are you doing at the academy?"
"I'm doing just fine, otousa."
"That's great, my son. I am proud of you."
And me… what about me?? Does he not care?! All he cares about is his "dear" son! He never wanted a girl… He never wanted me. you thought as you frowned but quickly turned it into a grin.
"I'm so happy for you, onii-chan!"
"Thanks Kilaru. So, how is your training going?" Huh? You thought but said "Just fine, brother!… just.. fine.. ", you mumbled. Your father stayed silent.
But your mom, well, she simply said "I am sure you can be a great ninja! I believe you can." I really do..
"Arigato, okasa!", I needed to hear these words..
But one day, things changed dramatically. Your father was having a conversation with your mom. But, not the everyday talking, it was something more intense.
"I AM SICK OF YOU! YOU'RE MAKING ME SICK!!" your father screamed.
"WELL SORRY, BUT, IF YOU'RE SO SICK OF ME, YOU SHOULD JUST LEAVE!! YOU DON'T EVEN DESERVE TO LIVE!"
"YOU'RE THE ONE THAT SHOULD DIE! Between the two of us, we know who has a chance to survive.."
No.. mom…. dad… stop it.. STOP.IT... you thought.
"STOP IT DARNIT! NEITHER OF YOU DESERVE TO LIVE! YOU SHOULD JUST DIE!", you shouted angrily. You clamped you're mouth as you realised what you had said. But, instead of apologising, you just went up to your room and ignored them the rest of the day.