All eyes were on her when she emerged into the room. Before she could get any words out several things happened.

Penelope burst into tears and stood quickly. Emily smiled thinking she was happy to see her and coming in for a hug. Her smile fell when Penelope stormed out of the room.

She was even more surprised when Spencer stood and followed her out. She sighed realizing this was going worse than she'd hoped for. When she turned back to the team none of them were staring at her rather past her where Penelope and Spencer had made their quick exit.

They all had worried looks gracing their faces.

What is going on? I'm missing something.

Before she could say anything Derek spoke up.

"She's alive and neither of you thought to say anything after what Penelope and Spencer went through" Derek growled.

Hotch spoke evenly, "there was nothing we could say this had to stay a secret."

Derek just shook his head and stared at Hotch and Emily back and forth with a heart broken look on his face.

JJ spoke, "Morgan we are truly sorry but this had to be kept quiet."

"We're supposed to be a family though," Derek said.

Everyone grew silent after that statement.

Emily took this as her chance to find out what the issue was.

"Can someone tell me whats going on please?" she asked.

Derek shot her a dirty look and for once in her life Emily was truly afraid of what was about to be said next.

Hotch looked at her sighed and began recounting the tragic incident.

Hotch was in his office going through some paperwork to get his mind off of his crumbling team. Emily's "Death" shook this team to it's core.

A knock on his door shook him out of his thoughts."Come in," he called out.

Spencer walked in with an abnormally serious look on his face. He walked towards Hotch and took a seat.

Spencer cleared his throat, "Penelope and I need some time off."

Hotch looked him in the eyes with confusion.

"What's going on and where's Penelope?" he questioned.

Spencer looked up with tears glistening in his eyes.

"Penelope and I have been in a relationship for a little over a year and we've been engaged for about two months," he admitted quietly.

Now Hotch was really confused. Spencer should be happy right now.

"Thats great Reid you should be happy, if its fraternization rules you're worried about we can easily find ways around them," he spoke hoping to cheer up the sad man.

Spencer shook his head and tried to compose himself some."No...no, Penelope and I decided we wanted to start a family. She was pregnant..." he trailed off.

Hotch stopped breathing for a second, "What do you mean "was pregnant"?

"After Emily's death she's been really stressed and she spiralled into a deep depression. It all took a toll on her body...She lost the baby last night," he stated.

"I'm so sorry Spencer," he spoke

Spencer finally allowed himself to break.

"We lost our baby Hotch, We never got to meet...we'll never know if it was a little boy or a girl we could spoil," he choked out.

Hotch frowned, "I'm so sorry."

Emily let a few tears fall, "This is my fault Hotch we shouldn't have lied."

"Emily they have moved on. Garcia's pregnant again with a little boy." Hotch told her.

"If they've moved on what was that then?" she asked referring to Penelope's storm out.

Derek looked at her angrily, "She lost a baby!"

"Enough Derek," JJ cut in.

"Its just hard to remember sometimes," Hotch told her