This is my very first fanfiction, please be kind and let me know what did you guys like or disliked about my story, or what can i improve.

I dont own Big Time Rush

"I Will Still Love You"

James sighed once again as he found himself alone in the Palm Woods pool. Of course he was going to be alone at 1 in the morning.

"James! There you are, I've been looking for you like crazy." Said Kendall as he took of his shoes, and dipped his feet into the pool.

"Yeah, well here I am" James replied, with a hint of sadness in his tone.

"What's wrong buddy?" Kendall said, taking note of James sadness.

James sighed once again before replying, "It's just that, I only have a couple of days left to be with Carlos"

Carlos just got accepted to study in NYU. Gustavo thought it would be a good idea if Big Time Rush broke up and go study in college and then reunite again after they graduate. It was suppose to send a message to kids.

"Carlos is going to be with you, your whole life. Not just a couple of days" Kendall responded with hopes of James to lighten up. Kendall raised an eyebrow when he saw his best friend turn away.

"You know that's not true Kendall" James said as tears rolled down his cheeks.

"You see, sometimes friends have to go away, but a part of them stay's behind with you" Kendall said as his face softened. James looks sadly into Kendall's eyes.

"Especially best best friends. You'll remember Carlos forever, and he is always going to be in your heart…" Kendall said as his eyes got slightly watery.

"…A good friend left me…I miss him…everyday…" Kendall said as a single tear slid down his face. James sat there in shock, his best friend, the leader of the group is crying in front of him. James knew that Logan's leave to Harvard was hard on Kendall.

"…and I know that we will always be best friends forever." Kendall finished hoping that James doesn't take Carlos leave to hard.

"You know Kendall, this really helped me out…thank you buddy" James said, as he wiped his tear stained face, and stood up from his spot on the pool.

"I got to go talk to Carlos" James said over his shoulder has he walked towards the inside of the Palm Woods.

THE END

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