Rosalie's POV

I knew what the woman asked of me wasn't right, but I could not stop my self from making this choice. Yes, it was dangerous, even to a vampire, but if I succeed, I could have my deepest desire . I could start over.

I could have a real life. I never want to go to high school again, to college, even marry Emmett, though I do always make a perfect bride. I want to move forward.

My family always speaks about our lives in the present, as if we are truly alive, as if what we have done for decades, is actually living. We have no heartbeat, no pulse, we do not age, we do not bleed. We take the blood other living creatures, wringing them dry of their lives to sustain ours, my family and , I, we are plagued immortal monsters. In spite of my love for Emmett and attachment to the others, I am miserable. I often find myself wishing for death, because if really sought the truth , I'd have to admit that I don't have a family, I have a coven. My real family has been dead for over 40 years. Upon becoming a vampire my loving memories of them became distorted and blurred. I had found a way to hold on to them, they created me, I loved them, I was happy there... and they were what I will be once more, human..