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When you wake up and find me gone tomorrow
Don't think I meant to hurt you; I just did what I knew I had to do
"I'll come back next week, be good while I'm gone kay?!" A statement I made with a joyous expression to hide back the tears that will show my true emotion.
I took one last glance at my surroundings;
I'll be missing everything: most especially you.
"Ar~n don't make ore-sama wait too long and never associate with any guys aside from work, ore-sama doesn't like his property touched by others" the words that thousands of girls would kill for, but are only meant for me.
"Baka no kei-chan, don't you trust me?" I said pouting.
I know too well that you trusted me
But I know what's best for us
"Of course I trust you but I just want to remind you that you're mine and I'll only be yours forever I promise" we shared our last kiss not knowing that it will be the last one
Will you really be mine forever?
I can never promise you the same
But I could never leave you baby if I see you cry
It breaks my heart but this is where we go our separate ways
Before your arms embrace me,
Before your kisses take me,
Before your eyes can make me stay:
I'll say goodbye for the two of us.
Tonight while you sleep I'll kiss you softly one last time and say goodbye
I love you so much that I chose to leave you
I love you so much that I wouldn't bear to see you cry
I'm not the best nor will I ever be
I knew it from the start
And it's my fault that it lasted up to this
The fantasy of you and me should have stayed a dream
The truth is what hurts the most
I loved you even though I know that we were not meant to be
A bitter ending is the one and only finish, to my sweet fantasy which in the first place is impossible to be reality
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Song is: I'll say goodbye
A/N: first of all I didn't write the author's note on the first part because it will kinda ruin the whole fic and this is my first fic without outside intervention so it probably has many grammar mistakes and it probably is very confusing. I really am so sorry if you didn't like it so please go easy on me. I'm kinda into heartbreaks now which is really different from "simply destiny" which is a humor fic. Well this is rea: signing off hope to see reviews and reviews and reviews. Thank you for taking time to read!! ^__^ cheers*
