What I have in my hand you ask.
It is a sunflower. It represents my dreams, my hope and my savior.
I dream of a warm place.
A tiny cozy house that I can live in.
A big field of sunflowers that I can lie in.
A warm sun that I can feel on my skin.
And clear blue sky that I can gaze into.
I dream of love and friendship.
Of getting my big sister back, I want her to be there for me.
Of getting my little sister back, I want her to go back to normal again.
That everyone who fears me to stop fearing me.
That everyone who hates me to stop hating me.
That everyone who never was there for me to be there.
And that everyone who turned their backs to me and left to come back.
I dream of a world where all this is reality, not just my dreams.
I hope that my dreams will come true.
And that I can put everything behind me.
Because that is what can save me.
