Okay the song is dont look back in anger by the wonderful Oasis and anything you recognize is JK Rowlings
He wished he could just stay in his own world of make believe
He wished he could just stay in his own world of make believe. The one he had made up in his mind, a better place to stay. Where she would be his, and only his and lots of tiny potters with unruly black hair and sparkling emerald eyes could run a riot around everywhere. But he knew no matter how nice it was in his mind, reality never goes away. It's always there.
James had tried everything. What more did she want from him? Couldn't she see he was ready to give his heart and soul (body too when he came to think about it) to her.But, no, he isn't good enough for miss perfect, isn't perfect enough now, and never will be.
"Mate, just give up. Your gonna make yourself ill if you carry on like this, she doesn't feel the same way. Let go."
Let go. Them two words which stabbed his heart repeatedly. He was brilliant at most things, excelled in everything, but he just couldn't do a simple thing like letting go un-requited love. He didn't want to. But he knew, however sad it made him, it was too late to do anything. This was their last year. He most probably wouldn't see her after Hogwarts. Some tiny part of his heart hoped he didn't to, because he couldn't bare the heartache twice in a lifetime.
When he looked back on this whole "Lily Evans" episode of his life, he knew he was going to regret not sticking it out, seeing what happened. But he couldn't care right now; he would do anything to stop the aching in his chest. The void that no one but her could fill. He knew his soul was slowing slipping away, being crushed by the mass that was this horrible feeling of dejection. It was time to change. Let her go, now or never.
James walked out of the boy's dorm and into the common room. And there was the reason of his heartache, sitting there, oblivious to his pain. He wished she could feel just a tiny part of it, just a fragment, just to see how he spends every waking bloody hour. He decided there and then he would get a girl friend, and forget about her. See if Michelle could feel that void in his heart she had left. He knew deep down it would never work, he knew it might make his love sickness worse, but it was worth a shot.
Lily was just about to tell James to "Sod off you twat", but to her utter astonishment, he just strode straight past her and to Michelle, his ex. They sat together talking intently, until Michelle gave one of her wonderful smiles and gave James a big kiss. Lily knew with a sinking feeling that he was trying to get over her. No matter how bad she treated him, Lily did like him and she wished she had the fucking courage just to go up to him and drag that transsexual of him.
Lily couldn't sit there watching them. It felt wrong. Like two pieces of a puzzle that you just knew could never fit together. She knew her and James would make the whole picture, but he had made it clear it was Michelle he wanted. So, with a dejected feeling in her gut, and a black fog settling over her heart, she walked on by, trying not to look back at the couple, trying not to let her anger and jealousy boil to the surface. One solitary tear rolled down her face, but she didn't, couldn't, look back.
So Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as shes walking on by
My soul slides away
But don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
I heard you say
At least not today
HEY, okay so review pretty pretty please,it's my first one so be nice okay??. Oh i know the song didnt have much to do with it but i LOVE that song so,just try and ignore it or somewhat..loveage xx
