Author's Note: This is version 2.0. I've already uploaded this poem, but the formatting was off. I didn't want to delete it (I got some sweet reviews ^w^) so I've just decided to publish it again.

Disclaimer: I do not own Durarara! And while it may be on my holiday wish list, something tells me that I'm not going to be getting it. And that makes me sad. :(


Secrets

Secrets spread like wildfire

You tell one person, and they'll tell another

Nothing you hide

Stays hidden forever

Someone will always come along

And dig the skeletons out of your closet

.

In most cases,

that 'someone' is me

In the beehive of this city

I am the Queen Bee

There is almost nothing I do not know

In this beehive, this city

I reign supreme

.

Secrets, secrets, are no fun

Unless you share with everyone

.

I am not someone worthy of trust

I will sell you out-

For a price, of course

Nothing I give is free

Information is my top priority

My specialty

Believe me when I say

No secret is safe with me

I know everything

I control everything

I reign supreme

.

(No secret is safe with me)

.

But this…..

This is different.

.

This warm, fuzzy feeling

In the pit of my stomach

Whenever I spot you in a crowd

This shiver that goes up my spine

Every time you scream my name

In your uncontrollable rage

This adrenaline-pumping feeling as I run away

This heart-racing feeling I get

Just from being near you

As we play our little cat-and-mouse game

Another day, another chase

I've been waiting

I keep waiting

But this feeling never goes away

.

And so I'll lie awake at night

Once again

Pondering what this feeling means

And just like all those other times,

There's only one conclusion I can see

That can sum up this feeling

That can explain why I feel this way

.

Those three little words that tease me

Those three little words that haunt me

Those three little words that I long to say

.

"I hate you."

.

But I know you could never feel the same way

I know that we could never be

But knowing that

Doesn't make this feeling go away

And it doesn't make it hurt any fucking less

Knowing you don't know

Knowing you don't see

Knowing I'm the only one

Feeling this feeling

.

Knowing you hold none of these feelings for me

.

Unrequited love is the worst

.

Secrets, secrets, are no fun

Unless you share with everyone

.

This is different

This is one secret

I think I'll keep to myself

.

No secret is safe with me


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