Author's Note: This is version 2.0. I've already uploaded this poem, but the formatting was off. I didn't want to delete it (I got some sweet reviews ^w^) so I've just decided to publish it again.
Disclaimer: I do not own Durarara! And while it may be on my holiday wish list, something tells me that I'm not going to be getting it. And that makes me sad. :(
Secrets
Secrets spread like wildfire
You tell one person, and they'll tell another
Nothing you hide
Stays hidden forever
Someone will always come along
And dig the skeletons out of your closet
.
In most cases,
that 'someone' is me
In the beehive of this city
I am the Queen Bee
There is almost nothing I do not know
In this beehive, this city
I reign supreme
.
Secrets, secrets, are no fun
Unless you share with everyone
.
I am not someone worthy of trust
I will sell you out-
For a price, of course
Nothing I give is free
Information is my top priority
My specialty
Believe me when I say
No secret is safe with me
I know everything
I control everything
I reign supreme
.
(No secret is safe with me)
.
But this…..
This is different.
.
This warm, fuzzy feeling
In the pit of my stomach
Whenever I spot you in a crowd
This shiver that goes up my spine
Every time you scream my name
In your uncontrollable rage
This adrenaline-pumping feeling as I run away
This heart-racing feeling I get
Just from being near you
As we play our little cat-and-mouse game
Another day, another chase
I've been waiting
I keep waiting
But this feeling never goes away
.
And so I'll lie awake at night
Once again
Pondering what this feeling means
And just like all those other times,
There's only one conclusion I can see
That can sum up this feeling
That can explain why I feel this way
.
Those three little words that tease me
Those three little words that haunt me
Those three little words that I long to say
.
"I hate you."
.
But I know you could never feel the same way
I know that we could never be
But knowing that
Doesn't make this feeling go away
And it doesn't make it hurt any fucking less
Knowing you don't know
Knowing you don't see
Knowing I'm the only one
Feeling this feeling
.
Knowing you hold none of these feelings for me
.
Unrequited love is the worst
.
Secrets, secrets, are no fun
Unless you share with everyone
.
This is different
This is one secret
I think I'll keep to myself
.
No secret is safe with me
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