I hadn't known before the moment was upon me, that I would of cared this much. Not even as I fell upon my knees, the dread seeping within me like poison. Though, as I watched the light ebb from his optics, I then knew. I knew that everything I had worked toward, so valiantly, to earn his favor to . . earn his attention just for a small second. My chance to obtain his love.. was gone. Vanished into thin air, never to be held dear again.
Now, I could not go on, never again shall I try to have him as mine. Never would I feel his gentle touch against my own.. to taste his lust in me. My.. my Lord. My Megatron. He was taken from me through the coldest of ways. Ice covered my numbing spark, stopping me from even thinking for a second about moving my aching joints. Gouging my talons into the metal alloy of the massive structure under pede, my lips trembled as his frame cascaded towards earth; misty optics doubling with size.
Each daunting second passing by until he disappeared. . forever. Agony. The only thing I could possibly feel.
Megatron . . .
My dear. . Why were you taken from me?
