Hello I am whiterabbit17 and I bring you this story.

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What was my wish?

It would be that her unborn children be safe. She didn't wish for anything. She just wanted her only two bundles of joy to be safe and sound. She didn't care for herself, like usual. She didn't care what happened to her. Everything she has endured up to that moment was for them. That nothing would happened to them. Even if her heart would stop suddenly she would make it possible for them to be safe from the danger hunting her.

Once she had thought in her wildest dreams that she could win Naruto's heart. It doesn't matter anymore. Her heart still aches for him, for Naruto. The one who hurt her in the worst way possible.

"I feel stupid!" She swears to herself, her hand gripping her pants. It was the most humiliating feeling ever.

He was marrying Sakura but it was alright even if her heart felt like it was engraved with a spear. The moment they made their vows, was when everything ended for him and her. In the end it didn't matter.

"I don't care anymore." It was her mantra. Words that made her feel better. She wasn't in the wedding. She was watching it from afar.

The moment they kissed was the moment her heart froze, shattering into pieces. She wanted them to stop, the wedding, her nightmares, but times doesn't be stop and it couldn't. In the end, the Naruto who was sweet and kind, the one who she look up to broke her heart. She was the same, the shy little girl who was invisible in ever one's eyes but broken.

"I am alone?!" She pitied herself, but who wouldn't. Loving somebody secretly and fervently for years was pointless and tiresome.

No! I'm not.

Maybe she was selfish. She lay against a big tree that led to the forest. Hinata stared at Naruto's grin that threaten to rip apart his face. Happiness was overflowing out of him, but a time where she was affected had ended times ago.

I am happy for him? A little! Only a little.

The smile was beautiful and striking but it didn't brightener her day anymore. His happiness was the only thing that matter now. Hinata agreed with him once, not anymore. But she still wanted to be the source of happiness in his life. She wanted to there. To behold the eyes that once made her feel safe.

"Why?" Hinata thought, sadly. Her white pearly eyes dimmed in happiness. Her hands on her stomach rubbing it in circles.

"Why is Naruto doing this to me? Doesn't he know that I loved him? Why is he break my heart?"

Hinata just stared at the couple smile to each other. Her world fell apart the moments those hurtful words left his mouth. The moment her world turn grey and she still remembers it.

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"Guys! I want to tell you something!" Naruto boisterous voice boomed. Every time Naruto smiled, Hinata's heart would swell in happiness and currently he was showing his happy-go looking smile.

They had gathered to eat on Choji's restaurant. It was a weekly custom since the war ended months ago. Everyone gathered once a week to hang out. Even the girls were there and Hinata love it. It was the perfect opportunity to watch him.

"Hey! Listen." Naruto shouted, his cheek flushed

"We are listening." Shikamaru slurred. They'd been drinking for hours and they were clearly passed the limit.

"Sakura and I wants…t-to tell everybody…something."

Everyone even in their drunken state paid attention. Sakura had a grin on her mouth, her pearly white teeth's for all to see.

Naruto realizing he had their attention dropped the bomb in Hinata's perspective.

"We…are getting…married." He passed out knocking himself out.

There was silence and Hinata could feel the gaze of her fellow team members. She knew Shino held a pity look, Kiba a sad look in his eyes. She didn't need to use her Byakugan to know.

Her world began turning darker with each second.

Hinata closed her ears from the world outside. Her heart thumped loudly picking speed as time passed by. At that instant her whole world stop revolving. It was the moment she remember her mother's wise words.

We stopped checking for monster under our bed when we realized they are inside us.

She realized that she just did, and it scared her for a moment.

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"Don't you remember what happened that night?" She screamed internally. It was the moment she gave everything to him, only to receive a punch in the gut in return. Not literally but figurative. He was doing the exact same thing she didn't wanted him to do.

Moments later Sakura and Naruto came walking down the aisle happily married. Hand in hand they came out with matching grins. Sakura sport a small blush on her cheeks, something out of place on her.

Moments later everyone came out throwing rice for the newly happily married couple.

Hinata watched with sorrow. Fat tears falling from the corner of her eyes. They showed sorrow and desperation.

"It doesn't matter anymore." She kept repeating to herself. Those words were her mantra now. A way of overcoming her pain.

Her eyes clash with Naruto's blue eyes. Naruto stop. Sakura stop. Everyone stop to look at her. For a moment something showed in his eyes but it disappeared just like that. She knew then, that he doesn't remember. Doesn't remember that night and the consequences that happened, but she wasn't going to say anything because his happiness matter more than hers.

Even her father was among them. They knew well enough how badly she was in love with him but they turn their back against her. She hold the intense gaze. Something out of place in her.

She had imagine herself in Sakura's place. In a wedding dress holding Naruto's hand but she shattered the image for her own good. She didn't needs it anymore.

She stood 20 meters away from them. Her back against Konoha's forest.

The wedding site was heavily decorated with petals. It was beautiful but heartbreaking at the same time. White chair were stacked neatly in rows for the invitees. She saw her chair from where she stood boldly written in capital letters.

She didn't congratulate them because her pride didn't let her, the last bit she held inside her.

"Hinata…" she saw him mouth her name. For a moment her heart elated but flatten just in one second. She didn't hear his voice. She didn't wanted too. Now nor in the future. Because her heart has frozen and darkness began surrounding it.

She drop the gazed and turn to leave.

It will be the last time she'll see her home town.

She didn't filled welcome anymore and her heart didn't want nothing to do with Konoha anymore. She gave one last look at Konoha. Her eyes roaming the whole village before stopping on the same pair of blue eyes.

She showed nothing, except an intense cold look. She broke the gaze and got lost inside a forest that was more welcoming than people she once lived. Getting lost on the intensity of the forest, she broke into a run. Never to be seen and never to return, that she was what she wanted.

Her sounded around the forest they were strong and firmed. She came upon a small pond, with beautiful flowers growing by the edge. It became her sanctuary a long time ago when her dear mother died.

"Hinata?!" she heard a voice called. It was soft and calming but it held power unlike she had ever heard before.

She turn around to face a complete stranger.

Beautiful.

"Who are you?" She gazed with intense cold eyes.

"I am Toneri… I came for you."

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Hello I hope you like it. This just pop out on my mind.

I think it is pretty good. Don't know yet. I hope you review and tell me if this is good.