My Eyes Will Not Adjust

To say I didn't love you,

Was the blackest blasphemy.

When you said that you believed it…

What does that say about me?

A moonless night without the stars,

Was everyday that you weren't there.

And the emptiness without you,

Was something I just couldn't bear.

And after all I've done to you

Can you ever trust again?

I lied but I couldn't save you,

From the monster that I am.

Do you think that you're still dreaming?

Let me prove that you're awake.

I'm not strong enough to leave you,

Unless it's for your own sake.

I promise to never leave you

Even if I think it's right.

Right and wrong have ceased to mean much

I've been blinded by your light.