My Eyes Will Not Adjust
To say I didn't love you,
Was the blackest blasphemy.
When you said that you believed it…
What does that say about me?
A moonless night without the stars,
Was everyday that you weren't there.
And the emptiness without you,
Was something I just couldn't bear.
And after all I've done to you
Can you ever trust again?
I lied but I couldn't save you,
From the monster that I am.
Do you think that you're still dreaming?
Let me prove that you're awake.
I'm not strong enough to leave you,
Unless it's for your own sake.
I promise to never leave you
Even if I think it's right.
Right and wrong have ceased to mean much
I've been blinded by your light.
