sakura: hey ppls!! it's finally out, and did i mention that we have a new editor who's entirely dedicated to his work?? well, we do, and he doesn't write on fanfiction...:( but he does write stories now and then, and they are AWESOME. Also, he likes the Revolutionary War....yeah.

soo, i think that everyone knows that this is basically my own story, just like The Road I Have Chosen is basically micchis... and Back in the Day is both of ours, but it's under construction right now...so don't read it right now. you'll just get confused once we change it, enough about that, READ ON!

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT!!! or any other book that i really like.....

Everything or nothing, chapter 1

Monday

BPOV

The sound of my obnoxious alarm clock woke me up. I sighed as I got up and took a shower, the warm water calming me down from my fright of the highly annoying clanging.

Another boring day. Another day that's just like any other one at Fork's High School. The only thing that I didn't like about the school was the fact that I already knew all the stuff that was being taught. That's only because the classes in Phoenix, AZ had a better curriculum. But that's only me, as everyone else at school apparently thought that getting a good grade was as hard as moving a mountain.

My mother hates small towns. Forks is a small town. She hated it, and left with me when I was just a year or two. She left my poor father, whom she had married straight out of high school. My mom, Renee, told me to never make the same mistake that she made- marry somebody that I wasn't one hundred percent sure about.

I wasn't worried. It's not like I was ever going to find someone who really loved me, and didn't just look at me because they thought that I was pretty. There was only one guy who actually looked intelligent at our school, and that was Edward Cullen. All of the other guys, they just didn't look like they could hold an intelligent conversation for 5 minutes. He was actually one of the only ones who got straight A's at Forks High.

Other people just thought that the classes were extremely hard. They weren't as hard as the ones back in Phoenix, actually.

I remembered the day, nearly 3 months ago, that I told my mother that I was sending myself to visit my father, in order to give her and Phil, her new boyfriend, some privacy.

"Mom," I had said, " I've been thinking, and I really don't want to move all over the country," Which we would be doing quite soon, as Phil was a minor league baseball player, and it was required of him to do that. Also, my mother would never leave him.

"Honey, don't do this. Will you go see your dad?" She asked me with an extremely sad expression on her face. My heart twinges to see me causing her to be sad, but it couldn't be avoided, if I wanted her to be happy with Phil. They couldn't be happy with me tagging along.

"Mom, I'll be fine in Forks. It's not like I'm going to be eaten by a bear. Dad will keep me perfectly safe. Don't you trust him?" I had asked, pleading. I just wanted to get away, even though I wouldn't be as happy in rainy, cold, Fork's. I would be traveling with my mom and her boyfriend, though I shouldn't say boyfriend; they were almost officially married.

After another tiring 10 minutes of arguing, I could see Renee starting to crumble. She didn't want me to walk in on anything, either. I didn't want to walk in on anything, especially after all those boy-talks that we had had.

Snapping out of my flashback, I went downstairs to eat breakfast. Charlie, my dad, had already left for the Police Station, as he was the Chief of Police for Forks.

Sighing, I stared at the cereal encrusted bowl in the sink. The poor man didn't know how to fry an egg. Oh well, I'll just have to teach him sometime over the weekend…

I walked out to my Chevrolet pickup after I ate my breakfast, which was a lot more nourishing than cereal, no matter what the companies say.

Driving to school, I realized that today it actually wasn't raining, at least not yet. The sun wasn't out, which wasn't great, but at least it wasn't raining. Would the Cullens come to school today? I randomly wondered as I found a parking space for my ginormous pickup truck. The Cullens were all inhumanly beautiful and extremely intelligent.

They never came on sunny days, their foster parents Doctor Carlisle Cullen and his wife Esme always grabbed at the sunny day to bring their foster kids camping. I wonder what they do every single time it's sunny in the wild. Oh well, it didn't matter. What mattered right now was getting inside homeroom before the bell rang.

Getting out of my old car, I happily waved to Angela, Ben, and Eric, sitting at one of the picnic tables outside the school, waiting for the bell to ring.

On my way over to them I somehow, like every other day, managed to attract my own cluster of guys staring at me, some asking me out,(which I always ignored), and a few girls, my friends: Jessica, Lauren (though not Lauren as much) and some random people who felt like hanging out this over cast morning. Smiling at everyone, I politely said good morning, then raced out of most of the crowd over to Angela, Ben, and Eric, who were waiting for me.

"What's up, Arizona??" Eric asked me, just like every day (haha, i'm so sorry. i HAD to add that in there, i couldn't resist. yes, i did take that from the movie!! :D). I rolled my eyes at him, and sat down next to Angela, who was chatting with Ben. They looked so cute together; I wondered when Ben would ask her out, any moron could tell that he was attached to her. :)

Thinking quickly, I pulled Ben out of Angela's conversation for a minute, leading him away and out of earshot of her. Angela stared confusedly at us. I gave her the thumbs up, telling her that everything was fine, and that this would only take a second.

"So, Ben," I whispered to him. "When are you going to ask Angela out?"

He turned bright red, and opened his mouth to protest, but i quickly shushed him, giggling, and said: "Anyone can tell that you like her, and that she really likes you too."

He stared at me open-mouthed. "Really?" He asked, disbelieving. "She likes me??"

I nodded. "Can't you tell at all??" He shook his head quietly. I sighed. Lovesick puppies. "Well, she does, so go ahead and ask her, ok??" He frantically nodded, and quickly walked over to Angela, who looked a bit scared now.

Grinning, I watched the scene unfold in front of me, Angela smiling, and Ben looking extremely proud of himself. There was a touch of sadness to my smile, though. When would I find my perfect guy?? I sighed again, and turned away as the bell rang.

Walking inside, I didn't notice a pair of yellow eyes on me the whole time.

Inside homeroom, i started laughing at some joke that Mike just told. The board announced that today there was a pop quiz on A Midsummer Night's Dream, which I wasn't too worried about, and getting out pencil and notebook paper from my backpack, I smiled to myself.

Yes, like I said, another boring yet happy day at Fork's high. I like my life. I have everything that I would need, I'm happy, with no wants, and I can make the people around me happy. This is my place in the world.

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sakura: soo, did you like? a big thanks to our editor Revolutionary Person (as he would like to be called) for editing this and making it a whole lot better!!! :D

now you can tell who wrote the chapter, if i wrote it, the line (see above) will be completely smileys, and micchi will be something else, like x's or something. she hasn't decided yet. i smile too much.

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