Its not like the love for him has faded. He was everything I could ever envision. But his brother was the one who changed my life. Don't get me wrong, I loved him with all my heart, in fact I still do. But I can't take the lying anymore. I can't tell myself I love him, that he is the only one I have ever needed, do to the fact that I am deeply, truly in love with all my heart and soul, with his green haired beauty of a brother.