Alright I've been thinking a lot about this and I've decided to pick a holiday each year to write a story for. This year it is Christmas :) this isn't going to be one big long story. It's actually only 7 Chapters long because it's just short, sweet and simple. This does start out with it being extremly sad and has insanity in it ;) But it does get better.

Me-Hinata-chan the disclaimer.

Hinata-ShadowReaper1998 does not own Naruto nor any of it's characters. But she does own Nightmare.

Me-Thats right :) So please read the chapter and tell me what you think.

Chapter 1

It was dark and cold outside and I sneezed while walking home with Naruto and Hinata at my side. It had been a long day at the hospital and I had dark circles under my eyes. They were chatting about something but I wasn't really paying attention, not that I ever did anymore. Ever since I had lost him on that day, the day that was very much like this one. The day Madara had finally made him snap and leave me. The day that he died my one true love, Sasuke Uchiha. My heart had finally shattered that day and I had lost all hope of living.

We reached my house and Hinata gave me a big hug and Naruto kissed the top of my head with a smile. I didn't smile back, one of the many things I never did anymore. I envied them, on what they still had. I knew I would never have that anymore. Ino had tried dozens of times to find me another man. It was date after date until I finally blew up in her face and told her enough was enough. I didn't want anyone else but Sasuke. No one else could fill the void in my heart. He was my soul mate and I would never find someone else like him.

"We'll see you tomorrow alright Sakura-chan?" Naruto asked watching me.

"Yeah sure. See you tomorrow." I say in a dead hollowed out voice.

"Be safe alright Saku." Hinata whispered her voice full of concern.

I nodded to her and watched both of them walk down the street their fingers intertwined with each others. I let a tear slip from my eyes and down my cheek it fell off my chin and onto the snowy ground. It was December 19th almost Christmas time, though I had no love for Christmas any longer. That was the day my Sasuke-kun died and I've hated it ever since. I kicked the snow off my porch and turned around taking out my keys and unlocking my front door. I stamp my feet on the matt to get rid of the excess snow and then walk inside closing my door.

I was greeted with a purr from my kitten; Nightmare. He had black glossy fur, small yet firm frame, small pink nose, and lime green eyes. Sasuke had gave him to me for my 17th birthday two years ago. I was so happy; I remember gushing over the smallest things he would give me. Those special nights were he would take off whatever he had planned just to spend some time with me. He was so sweet. I clench the fabric of my sweeter where my chest was as I felt it well up and more tears fell. Nightmare rubbed up against my ankles purring over me and trying to comfort me. I picked him up and cuddled him closing stumbling in the dark to my room.

My room wasn't really anything special; it was medium sized and fit for little me and Nightmare. It had dark red walls and the carpet was soft pink under my feet, little vines on the wall stretched and curled into Sakura's Music and then curled into little notes. The bed was queen sized with a black sheets and a red comforter. I had four pillows two on each side of the bed. The left side was my side of the bed and the right…was Sasuke-kun's. I shook my head to get the thoughts out of my head. I threw my scarf on the floor and my jacket on the black couch. I flipped a switch so my Christmas lights on the bed came on. Why I still had them up not even I knew.

I set Nightmare at the end of the bed and sat on the floor. My emerald green eyes were hollow and my cherry blossom pink hair was a mess. I pulled my knees into my chest and rocked back and forth when it started. It was like his breath was in my ear and it felt like his arms were around me. I buried my face into my knees listening to his breathing. Some where in my head I knew this wasn't real but I didn't care. It brought me comfort in the middle of the night. I could never see him but I could hear him and sometimes on my lucky nights even feel Sasuke's presence. I didn't know if my mind was playing tricks on me or if this really was real. I haven't told anyone about it.

After about an hour the presence finally left me and that brought on the temper tantrum. I started to pick up things and throw them everywhere and scream. Nightmare hid under a pillow. About another couple hours later I fell on my bed sobbing; having a break down. This happened every night and I finally lifted myself off my bed and walked outside barefoot. I headed to the little stand down the street and bought some chocolate and a milkshake. On the way back to my house I started to have whiplash seeing someone resembling Sasuke. But when I blinked it looked nothing like him. Just a boy with blue tinted hair flat on his head with golden eyes.

I shook my head and headed home but stopped once again hearing something or someone whisper "I love you." It sounded exactly like Sasuke and I started to run franticly. This was new, nothing like this had ever happened to me. I wondered if it was suppose to be some kind of sign. I walked up to my door and I thought I saw Sasuke run down the street from the corner of my eye. But when I looked again; nothing was there. I walked inside the house and ate the chocolate and drank my milkshake. I had decided tomorrow I was going to talk to Naruto and Hinata about this. Maybe they would know something. I crawled into bed and under the covers; Nightmare curled into my tummy and for a while I watched the colorful lights in my room dance until I fell asleep.

How was it? If it is any good please reveiw and tell me. If I made any mistakes please feel free to tell me but do not get snotty with me about it. I hate when people do that. But anyways I'd like to know what you think and if you have any ideas. Yes, Sakura does sing and play piano/violin hence the thing on the wall. I will have her sing a song in this. So feel free to give me some suggestions :)

Itachi-Reveiwwwww!