It took ten fifteen years for me to agree, but Peeta wanted them so badly, when I first felt Willow string inside me I was cumsomed by a
terror that felt older then life it's self, only the joy of holding her in my arms could tame it, carrying Rye was a little easier but not much...
I look at these words i've written now Willow is fourteen and Rye is eight they have grown up so fast, Willow thinks i'm a hero she plays
in every school function for the hunger games remembrance week, Rye still doesn't know much about the hunger games they don't tell
them much untll there older and able to handle it. I think the first thing he asked me is why can't we play the game about food mommy?
Peeta and I had a good laugh over that.
I don't know what I would do without Peeta, I don't know what I would do without any of my family, but that's what i'm being forced to
do i'm writing this because I don't know how much longer I can hold on Willow was stolen from me I don't know by who or why but they
were trying to take a little girl they were trying to lure her into there van and Willow got in the middle told her to run and they dragged
her inside shut the door and drove away it's been two hours and no one knows anything more, they have to find her, they have to save
her, I should have walked her home from school then maybe this... I can't think that way Peeta says. I know I say they will find her he
says shes coming home.
suddenly a officer named Noah comes in to my view and I stutter something like her name but he cuts me off saying they found a van
matching the description in a ditch on the outskirts of district 12, there checking it out now, and he left the room. I grab Peeta's hand.
see he said they are going to find her. about fourtyfive minutes later Noah came into the front door looking our way I could tell by his
body language something was wrong so I start to stand Peeta stood with me, Noah meet us halfway,
The van was empty, he said but we collected some evidence we think might help, my mind was spinning evidence? what evidence? what
did you find?
Noah looked at me then at Peeta and back at me... We found blood... her blood and this, he held a plastic bag with her one of her little
pink shoes inside... I half gasped half screamed and felt myself falling to the floor Peeta was trying to hold me up and I held on to him as
best I could, I could see the tears streaming down his face, he stood there holding on to each other not wanting to believe what we
have just seen. we are doing everything in our power Noah said,
Willow is our number one case right now. thank you Peeta said to him. I ran upstairs to hold Rye and told him they found her shoe in a
van on the side of the road, I thought it would be best to leave out the blood.
It's going to be okay mom he said. Peeta came in and sat down with us, we just sat like that for the longest time not talking just waiting.