Author's note: This is my first ever fanfic and I'm really doubting it, so I give you this crappy thing. Reviews will be nice, I guess. They'll encourage me to write more, I guarantee you that.


"I just don't understand why would you guys break up?" The question was always brought up; every conversation consisted of the same topic… Our break up. "To be quite honest, it just wasn't working out…" That's all I really could say. "But you guys were so perfect together. Are you sure you okay?" One response, one answer: "I'm fine, but thanks for asking." I lied, I always did. I was made out to be this warrior, this girl who was strong no matter what; no one could know the truth, and no one needed to know the truth. How he would hit me. How he would rape me. I couldn't handle it, so one day I just packed up my stuff and moved back to my hometown, where I was wanted.

Three weeks before

"I'm sorry, Jay. I just can't do this anymore." Just nine simple words, nine simple words to piss him off. "Really, Manny? Because you seem to be doing very well over there at that 'producers' house!" He spat, clearly he wasn't pleased with my decision to leave him. "Excuse me? What are you implying, Jason? Hmm? That I'm some classless whore?"I was enraged; I had reached my breaking point. "Actually, Manny… That's exactly what I'm implying. You're a classless whore, I never should have proposed. Give me the ring." He said gesturing towards the ring on my finger. "Oh fuck you, Jay. Fuck you. I never cheated on you, I love you too much to hurt you like that, and I have too much self-respect to play myself like that. I can't believe you actually think I cheated on you. I've had it. I've had it with our fights, I've had it with your worry, I've had it with you hitting me, I've had it with you… raping me." I said, walking over to the bedroom, fighting back tears. "I'm leaving. I can't stay here, Jay. I'm going back to Canada." My decision was made, Jay and I were kaput.

I was pretty positive he got the message and that I was serious about leaving, I was in the middle of packing when he sauntered into the bedroom. "Nice of you to join me, Mr. Hogart." I stated sarcastically, "Funny, Manny. Now, cut the crap and let's just kiss and make up." Jay demanded. "What? Oh, Jay. You naïve man, I meant what I said. I'm leaving. I've had it." I whispered as I packed up the remainder of my belongings, the neighbors didn't need to hear any of this, they've heard enough already. "I'm sorry, Manny. Ju-just don't leave me, please." He pleaded, "You should have thought about that before you hit me… before you raped me. So you can just take your 'sorry' and shove it, I'm not listening to it anymore." I confirmed as I lifted myself up from the ground. I made my way to the door, took one look back and said "Goodbye, Jay" and with that, I was out and on my way.


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