I don't know what to do anymore! At first they were so excepting saying they were happy I had finally found somebody who I loved. Dad told me he was glad I was dating somebody for the first time in my life and welcomed you to our home with open arms.
Fuck how misguided I have been every one of my friends the ones who told me to give you a chance are now turning there backs on my and saying to give you up. They were the ones who pushed me to live and let love have a chance after so many years of hating what it did to people.
It seams misa and BB are the only ones that still approve of use. I called Misa last night to talk about it and she said to do what ever feels right to me, but I'm not sure! I know I love you with all my heart and I can see myself living with you for the rest of my life (although that's premature) but it pains me to have to turn off my computer and say good bye. The fact that your so far away kills me inside and I'm Not sure what I should do to lessen this unbearable pain.
What can I do to make this pain that wakes me up in the middle of the night crying stop?