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A Billionaire Doesn't Fall In Love

By Garden Goddess

Garden Goddess Tales © 2003

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Author's Note: Hello all, yes another Kaiba story by yours truly. It was inspired by one of my favorite authors Lady Sephiroth. I love her to death so this fic is for her. Beware, this is a completely different story than my 'The Fall of Seto Kaiba', very different indeed. This story is alittle more dark and cold. This is still a romance however, but of a different variety and I do think you will all like it none the less. This includes a darker side of Kaiba - the side of him that regards others as though they were below him. He might seem out of character at times but do realize, everyone has a darker side and a softer side.

Warning! This story contains explicit contents of sex, drug/alcohol abuse, rape and extreme foul language. Reader Discretion is advised.

Summary: Kaiba and his childhood friend Seral, have had an intimate relationship for two years. When they both stick to the rule of not falling in love, it leads them into trouble and perhaps.... other things.

Disclaimer: I do not own Yu Gi Oh or any of its characters.

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Chapter One: Meet the Girl behind the Man

            Let's get one thing straight. My name is Seto Kaiba, but you will address me as Kaiba. Nothing else. You can throw the insults around, calling me every bad word you can think of that corresponds with each letter of the alphabet but when you speak to me, you will use Kaiba. Address me as otherwise and you'll be met with a very quick yet painful death. Very few call me by my first name and by very few, I mean only Mokuba. Well, that's not entirely true. There is Seral.

            Heh. Who is Seral you ask? She's a slender, sleek gorgeous blonde that I love to fool around with. I've known her for as long as I can remember and she's found her way into my mansion more than once. Others may look down upon that fact and accuse me of using her but that is far from the truth. We use eachother. Besides being the only lover I've ever had, she's also my best friend. She probably knows me more than Mokuba does.

            When I first realized I wanted to fool around with her, I was about fifteen. Being seventeen now, you probably want to label us as having a 'relationship' but that is far from the case. We aren't dating, we are merely fucking. Yes, fucking. A very blunt way of putting it but it holds the very essence of our intimacy. There's no love raging between us, no emotion - just a hot, burning white heat to ravish eachother in hot, sweaty, rough sex. I can honestly say that I have never known any other woman's body as well as I know hers. I know everything down to where every single freckle is placed upon her creamy white skin. The same goes for her - she has never felt or touched a man's body as she has done to mine. And to put it honestly, I'm glad.

            The thought of another man fucking her makes me want to pick up my office chair and smash it through the large glass window in my private office. Seral was meant to be mine and mine alone. Mine to kiss, mine to touch, mine to fuck. No other man would ever touch her the way I did or they would have to deal with me - and no one ever wanted to deal with me. Call it jealousy but I know what belongs to me and Seral is one of them. Seral knows this as well and has never questioned me when I told her to stay away from other men.

            No one even knew Seral ever existed except for Mokuba and me, but when she began to attend Domino High, that's when I became agitated. The woman I fucked was attending my school. When I watched her walk down the long hallway and other male students began to oggle her, I was outraged. No one looked at her like that when I was around, but I forced myself not to move. No one needed to know that I was acquainted with her. To make matters worse, she was now seated in front of me in homeroom at this very moment, her soft blonde tresses put into smooth waves. I'm weak. I'm too weak for my own good. As I sit here gazing at the soft crimps in her hair -  I become extremely aroused. Not to the point where it's visible but enough to make me want to pull her onto my desk and ravish her like there's no tomorrow.

            She suddenly turns to me, her green eyes locking into my blue ones as she passes the assignment to me. I slowly place my hand upon the packet of papers and hault for a moment to examine her face. She was smirking. She knew me too well and that was my downfall. She knew I was turned on, she could tell by the way my eyes were glazing over as I stared at her. She ran her tongue over her soft pink lips slowly but seductively, making my grip on the papers begin to quiver. I grabbed them quickly and averted my gaze, knowing that her doing that surely had done more to my lower region than I had wanted it to.

            When the final bell had rang, I was relieved to be able to finally escape from this prison. I didn't get far before Seral blocked my path from the room. Luckily for her, we were the only ones left in the room. She looks at me curiously, her thin eyebrows scrunched together in what looked to be.... concern.

            "Bad day, Seto?"

            "Nothing more than the usual," I replied gruffly, my eyes clearly not upon her face. I was realizing at that moment how cute she looked in the school's uniform. Her body curved in the right places and made her plump firm breasts stand out. She may not have been very big, maybe about a handful but that was all I needed.

            She snapped her fingers to raise my gaze to hers,"Yes, I'm up here, thank you."

            Despite the look she was giving me, I knew she had liked what I had just done. She was amused by how fascinated I was by her body. To me she was the epitome of perfect, to her, she was anything but perfection.

            "You want me to come by after school?"

            I couldn't help but grin,"How about we clean the teacher's desk off and I fuck you right now?"

            She snorted at this and shook her head to my disappointment, "As tempting as that is, I have lunch."

            "Why not let me be your lunch?" I suddenly gripped her by the waist and pressed her against me, hoping she'd give in to my idea. The more I looked at her, the more I wanted her.

            Again to my disappointment, she simply pulled away,"Sorry, Seto. I've got things to do. I will come by after school if you want me to."

            I sighed in annoyance and simply walked past her into the hallway,"Do so if you want."

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            I love him.

            I know it sounds ridiculous considering there's really nothing between us other than sex but god damn I love him. He's really the only man I've ever been with intimately and honestly, I don't see myself with anyone else. I know I'm beautiful, Seto isn't the only one who has told me so and yet I stil feel as though I'm not beautiful enough for him. The sex is good, not that you wanted to know, but I feel as though he's a million miles away while we're doing it and the thought makes my heart wrench. I had to go and break the only rule we held between us.

            What rule is that you ask? The rule that we would never fall in love with eachother. We had made the rule two years ago when he started fucking me. It was a simple rule to follow - or atleast that's what I had thought. I didn't plan to fall in love with him, it just happened. If you don't know already, I'm sixteen and Seto's seventeen. Yes, we're a year apart in age and I've known him since I was a child, even before he lost his parents. Strange isn't it? You've never heard of me let alone saw me and yet here I am, plain as day. I've known both him and that adorable child Mokuba since I myself was a child. I had grown up next door to them when their parents were alive and went through all their pain when they lost both of them. No, I wasn't in the orphanage with them but let's just say I ran away alot to see them.

            I don't have family.

            I have a fucked up bunch of relatives that don't care whether I'm dead or alive. I've lived with them so long that I've forgotten they existed. That's why I live on my own now. Just me and my older brother Jinks. My brother is the only safe house I got, the only one who understands how desperately I have fallen in love with Seto. He accuses me of bending to anything Seto wishes all for the act of love. I'm so deep in denial that I hardly speak to my brother anymore. I know I'm in love with Seto, I don't need anyone else continually pointing it out for me. And further more I refuse to look at myself as 'bending to all his whims'. I am merely giving him as much as he's giving me.

            Mokuba knows about us.

            He has for some time now and Seto just plainly ignores that fact. Mokuba is not a naive boy. He knows when his brother is fucking someone. There was one occasion when he had actually almost walked in on us but I didn't mind. He would have found out eventually. The kid is actually convinced he's in love with me too, but that's far from the case. On a number of occasions Mokuba has tried to convince me that Seto and are made to be with eachother, that he loves me with as much passion as he has to duel. What an absurd statement. Seto doesn't love me, he just loves to fuck me. Plain and simple as that. As hard as I try to stick to our only rule, I cannot help but to let myself get emotionally worked up while we're fucking. I always end up fighting back the salty tears of hoping he'd whisper his profound love to me but I only end up shaking and surpressing whimpers. Pathetic isn't it? He usually doesn't see it because he's always rolling off of me and immediately falling asleep, avoiding the obvious question that lingers between us.

            What are we?

            Lovers? Friends? The question until this day hasn't been answered and I seriously doubt it will ever be answered. Seto doesn't want to answer it. Don't get me wrong, we're friends before lovers but even I've noticed a strange change in his behavior. He's my best friend as well as my lover and normally he tells me everything that comes to his mind, but in this case, I have no idea what's wrong with him. Either he's losing interest in me or I've gotten bad at sex. Me and him haven't fucked in days and when he asked me this afternoon to let him fuck me right on the teacher's desk, I refused. Not because I wasn't in the mood or angry with him but for the simple fact that no one was supposed to know about us and someone would have seen us.

            You might be wondering if I took the time to stop by his house after school. And if you guessed yes, than you would be correct. I love him damn it, and there's no way I'm going to ever get out of it. So I went to his house like I usually do and found the place quiet - as usual. He was either in his office or waiting for me in his bedroom, already stripped down in bed. There were no boundaries when we were involved - it was simple sex, nothing less nothing more, no strings attached. And let me tell you, it was great for awhile but after two years of this, anyone would have been begging for more than just sex.

            I found him in his office.

            He was typing away on that computer of his, not realizing I was in the room yet. I simply watched him for a couple moments, examining how handsome he truly was. He suddenly turned to me and let his gaze run over my sleek figure. He loves my body. Why? I'm not sure but he's big on foreplay and boy does he love to touch my body. I don't protest because for the simple reason that it feels good. It felt good to seem perfect in someone's eyes - especially his. Him on the other hand, had a typical male body. He was tall, not largely built but not too small as well and as for his male attribute - I will simply say that he is the perfect size.

            There were occasions where he told me he wished he was bigger and everytime I tell him he's the perfect size for me. Like I said, I love him and I would go to any lengths to make him happy. It's sad and pathetic considering how much of a bastard he is and can be at times, but regardless -  I love him with such a strong passion that sometimes I've had to fight the urge to tell him during our fucking. If I were to let those three dangerous words drop from my mouth, he would end what we have and I don't want that. I love fucking him and he loves fucking me. I just want more than sex and he wants nothing more than sex. Complicated isn't it? That's exactly what I had thought.

            "You're early."

            I shrugged and let my school bag drop on a nearby chair and approached his desk. I leaned slightly over it towards him, staring him straight in the eyes. There was something wrong with him and I was determined to find out.

            "I'm fine," He suddenly replied as though he knew what I was searching for,"You want something to eat? I just made some fried chicken earlier."

            I slowly stood up straight again,"No, I'm alright. I just ate."

            "Suit yourself."

            I slowly began to walk around his desk, letting my finger linger around the edge, trailing along its crafted curves. He watched me as I did this and I fought the urge to smirk. When I reached him, he slowly pushed his chair away from his desk to allow me full access to his body. Of course, I took advantage of it and climbed into his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck and pressing my body hard against his. The chair was just big enough for the both of us and I could feel him already beginning to react to my position.

            "How about you suit me?" I whispered into his ear as his hands become alive and trail over the softness of my skin.

            How can I not resist this man? I would tell him how I feel but that would mean telling him I broke the only rule we share. And no matter how much it hurts not to tell him, I don't want to kill what we have now - even though I'm not sure exactly what that is. Instead, I become weak and let him trail kisses over me, let his hands grope anywhere and everywhere, giving myself to him like I have so many times before.

            I'm pathetic, weak and confused. And more over, I'm in love with a man who doesn't love me back.

            Just great.

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            God she's beautiful.

            I definitely have to give her that. You'd think after all this time of fucking her I'd notice something like that but as I lay here watching her sleep beside me, I'm fascinated by how beautiful she is. The sex had been great, like it usually is but there was something different about it. I really couldn't tell you what but there was something else there on her part. I knew it wasn't me because I've had sex with her the same way for the past two years. Her on the other hand, it seemed like she was trying to tell me something and I'm afraid of what that something might be.

            Heh. Me? Afraid? Surprising isn't it?

            I'm really big on foreplay and I always make sure to give her as much as she's giving me. That was the deal from the beginning. The whole point to us fucking was to make sure the other was completely satisfied and I'm pretty sure I did my fair share. She had fallen asleep before I did and I'm usually the first to fall victim to the sweet delight of slumber but right now, I'm finding it very difficult to keep my eyes closed. I just lay here looking at her as though I have never truly seen her before.

            It pisses me off.

            I've been acting this way for sometime now and I can't figure out why. There were no boundaries when we were involved and yet I always make sure I'm as gentle with her as I can be. The thought makes me angry that I'm beginning to become attached to her when it was strictly against our only rule. We might have only held one rule but it was a rule none the less.

            We are never to fall in love with the other.

            I detest the thought of love - it's a foolish concept that makes me want to act out violently. It's pointless. It requires giving yourself to the other person in hopes of a long solid relationship. How foolish. That's why I love fucking Seral. There are no strings attached and I don't have to worry about her falling in love with me. I might have known her since I was a child but that didn't exactly help us in the sudden decision of fucking. It just made things awkward at first but now I'm so relaxed around her that I don't care whose watching us.

            That's why I asked about the teacher's desk. I knew she wouldn't have gone for it but I was trying to make her feel wanted considering how long it had been since we last fucked. Twelve days to be exact. Twelve days until now we hadn't fucked. The longer the wait, the all more explosive the sex would be but in this case, it wasn't what I might call explosive. It was just great sex - and now I'm lying here trying to decipher it like it's some secret.

            "Seto?"

            I'm startled at first by her voice. I hadn't known she was awake this whole time. By the way her breathing had become so steady, I had thought she had fallen asleep a long time ago.

            "Yes?"

            "Will you hold me?"

            I'm surprised by her request and I simply stare at her at first. Than she turns slightly, probably curious if I have fallen asleep. Silly bitch. If I was asleep, I wouldn't be talking to her now. I slowly begin to work my arms around her and pull her to me, still confused to why she would ask such a thing of me. We've never cuddle after sex before. Heck, most of the time I left before she even woke the next morning. It was just easier for me if I didn't watch her wake up the next morning reaching out for me. I feel her move, shifting herself and turing to face me. I suddenly lose the power to breath as she gazes at me.

            Now I'm in trouble.

            Her eyes are filled with emotion and I suddenly realize what she has been trying to tell me. Damn it! Why didn't I see this before? It should have been so obvious by the way she was talking to me during sex.

            She's in love with me. She broke the rule! Darn it, Seral. Now what am I supposed to do? We had never talked about what to do if one of us had actually broken the rule. Now I'm left with nothing to say as she continues to stare at me with those soft green eyes.

            And further more, I think I've fallen for her too. What am I saying? This is ridiculous! Sex is sex and as long as I can tolerate it, I will not fall in love. Not with her, not with anyone. I'm well aware of how much of a bastard I am and it looks like I'm going to have to make her fall out of love with me.

            Yeah, that's what I'll do. I'm sorry Seral, but this is for your own good. We had a deal and you broke the only rule. So prepare yourself.

            I'm going to make you hate me.