Dedicated to: Vera and Mystery!! ^_^
Makura: *glares* Yu Gi Oh does not belong to Seth. So
sue my Aibou and yer find yerself on a one way trip to the Shadow Realm!!
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Kanashimi
Drip. Drip. Drip
He's crying.
Drip
Again. Always crying these days. Silver salt tears stream down his face from
his closed eyes. I haven't seen his eyes for awhile. They're always closed or
cast down.
All I hear are sobs, howls and whispering.
Drip
And his tears. I always hear his tears.
Drip
Every one of those tears. Every damned tear! A tear for every thing he has
lost.
Drip
How many more tears do I have to hear before he can't cry anymore.
Silence.
Entering the room I spot him sleeping in the middle of it. He cried himself to
sleep... again.
"How many tears do I have to hear before you can see that the past is
gone? How many more nights do I have to wait until you finally fall
asleep?"
How many more tears before I loose control?
Drip.
They've started again. The tears.
Drip
Another one hits the floor.
Drip
He's crying again. Please stop! STOP! No
more tears! No more!
Drip
Please...stop...for...me..
Drip
Am I forgotten? Am I lost amongst your thoughts of the memories you lost? Am I nothing to you?
Drip
I feel like a person caught in a storm. The rain keeps falling and my umbrella
is at home. And you're tears are the rain and the situation is the storm.
Drip
Please remember I'm still here. Please remember that it's the present. Please
remember that you're not the only one lost.
Drip
You're dragging me down with you
Drip
WILL YOU SHUT UP! NO MORE TEARS! I grow so tired of them... hearing them.
Drip. Drip
More tears?
Drip. Drip
Wait...
Drip. Drip
I'm crying too.
Drip. Drip
I cant stand it anymore. These feeling of sadness, anguish and mourning.
They're your feelings...and mine
Drip Drip
Drip
I keep crying. The tears won't stop.
Drip
I've lost you
Drip
Drip
Drip
"Stop crying, aibou. Onegai, stop crying. Tears dont suite you."
Drip
His eyes. His beautiful eyes. Red rimmed eyes. But his eyes none the less.
Drip
Drip? but no silver drop fell from his eyes. I look down.
Drip
"Aibou..."
Drip
I'm crying, aren't I?
Strong arms pull me in his lap. It seems like we sat for hours like this. He
holds me close. Possessive and protective. Gentle yet firm. He buries his face
in my hair. He clutches me tightly. He's
crying again...
"Mou hitori no Boku. "
He tightens the embrace and looks up.
"Aishiteru." I whisper.
Drip
Lips crushed together to meet each other in a brutal kiss. Hunger, Need and
Desperation. They both cling to each other. No one dominates. They pour they're
emotions into the kiss.
Drip...
... The last teardrop drops
...
... silence is heard ...
... except the two heart's
that beat as one ...
... and two souls lay content within each other's arms ...
... listening to the steady
rhythm as they fall asleep...
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[ Kanashimi means
Sadness/Sorrow/Grief ]