Ok this is my first oneshot (or story in general) so be gentle, it's set when Nathan and Haley get back together in Season 3 Episode 13. I hope you enjoy it and any reviews would be brilliant. Thanks in advance. JCee12
I'm lying here beside him and I don't know whether it's a good or a bad thing...well I know on my part it's a good thing he's still my husband but I don't know how he feels about it. I don't know if he has forgiven me for all those months we were apart because of my own selfishness and wanting to follow my own dreams.
'Stop it'he says startling me a little
'What?'
'What ever you were worrying about, just stop...'
'How do you know im worried? You didn't even open your eyes'
'You think I need to see you with my eyes to know what's going on with you?...What's on your mind?'
'I was just wondering if maybe I should go home'
'Why would you do that?'
'Because I don't want to wake up and have you not be here again.'
'I'll be here...I'm not going anywhere. Come here.'
Lying my head on his chest I realise that all the crap we've been through non of it matters cause we have each other and that's all that matters. We've been through so much recently that I thought we wouldn't get back to this. Back to Nathan and Haley or Naley as Brooke calls us.
'What you thinking about?' He asks looking at me and he has that sparkle in his eyes, the one that's been missing and i'm so happy to have it back so I lie...
'Just Brooke and how she has names for everyone, have you heard ours?'
'No, should I be worried? I was just getting used to HotShot' he says with a small laugh
Slapping him on he chest 'Hi...'
'So this name what is it?' he says kissing me on the lips, God I really have missed this.
'You really wanna know?' He just nods at me 'Ok it's...Naley'
'Naley?' he asks me with a small chuckle'I like it, it's alot better than HotShot and Tutor Girl don't you think?'
'Yeah I suppose...'
'What's really up Hales?' he says with so much concern I can already fell the lump forming in my throat. He knows me so well it scares me sometimes. Sitting up i know that now is the time, the time to share with him how scared i've been over these passed few months about loosing him, about whether we were going to get back to the way we used to be. 'I love you Nathan...more than anything in the world but i'm scared. I'm scared that we won't ever get back to the way we used to be, the way its meant to be. Just me and you. No drama, no Chris and certainly no more crashing cars. What worries me the most though is loosing you. I don't think I could handle it if I lost you' I tell him as the droplets of water that I was trying to hold back finally spill out.
'I love you too Haley and believe me when I say that because it's true. These past few months have been the worst of my life and I want to forget them, I want to move on from this. I want us to move on from this as a couple. Cause that's what we are. You're my wife and that's the way we are meant to deal with things...so if your ever scared or unhappy just tell me and we'll fix it together. Ok?' Wipping my tears as he says it I know I really do have him back for good. 'And I am certainly not going anywhere, you hear me. Your stuck with me forever'
'...And always' I add before we both drift off into a comfortable sleep and for the first time in months I know that everything is going to be ok because I have Nathan by my side and I'm back in the arms of the man I love.
