I walked into my apartment after a long day at work. Teaching could be such a hassle sometimes especially when someone breaks a major school rule. I went to the radio and turned it on, and then I scanned through the station until I heard some radio host say," We are going play the song hit song 'Everytime we touch' by Cascada" I stopped at that station because I never heard that song before and felt like listening to a new song.

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me.

I still feel you touch in my dreams

I suddenly remember the time when I first touched Bryon's hand: there was something magical about his touch. Then I reminisced all the times the good times we had.

Forgive me my weakness but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

When we first broke up, I was sure if I could survive either. Eventually, over the years I doing just fine ,but I never found anyone else better than Bryon. I wonder how his life's been since after he became pretty much emotionless.

'Cause everytime we touch
I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss
I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast
I want this to last
Need you by my side

'Cause everytime we touch
I feel this static
And everytime we kiss
I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

I then remembered the kisses we shared, since they were so magical. Too bad our relationship didn't last. Why did I let him go? I miss him so, but that was the past and I can't do a thing about it now. I wonder if over the years if he changed or not, but I'll probably never find out. I remembered all my other boyfriends I had, but it wasn't the same. I know sound like a lovesick puppy, but I really miss him. In a way, I've kinda moved on but not totally

Your arms are my castle
Your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times
We've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

Those words described my feelings for Bryon perfectly. I love this song, because I can totally relate to lyrics. At least I'm not the only one feeling this way. I wonder if Mark didn't sell drugs, maybe we could have made it as a couple and got hitched. We probably would have been happily married. He was my Mr. Right. We were able to go through the good times and bad together very well. He helped me cope with many problems I faced, such as when M&M ran away

'Cause everytime we touch
I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss
I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast
I want this to last
Need you by my side

'Cause everytime we touch
I feel this static
And everytime we kiss
I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

'Cause everytime we touch
I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss
I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast
I want this to last
Need you by my side.

The song was over, but I wished that It didn't end yet though. Even though I'm not a big fan of modern songs(since its not that same as the music in the past), I love this song. I guess music has totally went downhill yet. Its too bad, I didn't get an happy ending but that's ok. I have to move on since that was then this is now. I admit that I envy all my siblings who got married including M&M. He married Linda, and Linda's older sister Cherry married my ex Ponyboy. I envy everyone I know who's gotten married, but not publically though. I guess I have moved on, but not totally though.