Should've said no, a gallagher girls fanfic

Should've said no

Sitting there with the hot tears running down my cheeks I closed my eyes and the memories came flooding back to me.

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing

~Flash back~

"Cammie! It's not what it looks like" He said in a faint voice, but it was all just a hum in my ear.

(Present)

I squeezed my eyes together and felt a few more tears run down my cheek. I kept on seeing her and him, together all over each other. I pulled my knees to my chest.

(flashback)

"Why?" I strained to say. He winced at the hurt in my voice but I couldn't hide it, I wouldn't.

He looked away from me, not able to look into my tearful eyes.

"I don't know…" He whispered.

The smiles, the flowers, everything: is gone

"Well it's to late now so save it" I spat at him and before he could speak I added "For some who care's" I turned away from him and ran. I never stopped and I never would, I thought to my self at that moment.

(Present)

Now I was sitting under a big oak tree in forest near Gallagher Academy.

"I can't go back" I told myself, not like this. I forced myself to swallow back some tears. Sitting there looking out into the distance I just want to run. Run away from everyone and everything.

Suffer no pain, have no regrets, no bouts, just me. Of course he would find me, some how, somewhere.

Yesterday I found out about you

"Gallagher girl!" I heard Zach call from behind me "You don't understand!" It's was like a fait whisper in the wind, like it wasn't even there.

I could picture his pleading face, the tear's that would fill those beautiful piercing green eye's.

But I couldn't look back, it just isn't the same. All I see now is her, nothing else

Even now just looking at you: feels wrong

(Present)

Still sitting under the oak tree I felt the wind pick up and I felt my hair whirl around with it. The wind blow against my face make my tears disappear. I sat up and let the wind carry me away. I could feel my dress against me, blowing ever which way. It was peaceful, soothing and made me forget everything for a second.

But the wind sound died and so did the my heart. The aching came back and I curled back it again and wished it to go away.

(flashback)

Through my burry vision I could see the tree's, see my escape. But Before I could reach it someone caught my arm.

I swirled around to finally look at him and when I did something died in me.

"Give me one more chance" A tear slipped down my cheek "Where not all perfect Gallagher girl that includes me"

You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

"Zach..." My voice cracked as I said his name. I knew I was causing him pain but he had to know he was causing me more.

"Cammie please" He begged looking back and forth between my eye's.

I looked down and took a deep breath, calling for all my strength.

"I love you Zach but this…" I let another hot tear slide down my cheek "I just can't do it" He was silent and I could feel more tears coming. He placed his hand on my cheek and whipped the tear's away with his thumb. But I turned my face away from him.

"I thought you love me but I guess I was wrong" I bit my lip holding back a whimper.

"Cammie you know I still..."

"Don't even say it" I said with hatred and anger.

You should've said no, you should've gone home

"I thought I knew you Zachary Goode, I thought" I repeated.

"You do know me" he took a step towards me, only for me to take a step back.

"I'm still the same Zach that you know, I just…I just was lost and she…" My eye's hurt and I couldn't see anymore. It pained me to hear him mention her.

You should've thought twice before you let it all go

"I would have never thought that I could have hurt you this much"

"Yeah well you thought wrong" I spat back at him.

You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...

"You know when Bex told me you where no good, I ignored her, I ignored all my friends because I believed that you could never do something like this to me. I should have been the first thing that came to you're mind when you saw her"

And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...

Zach took another step towards me and this time I just stood there.

"I regret everything, can't you see that Gallagher girl. I was drunk and alone" I didn't want to hear it, his excuses. It felt sour in my mind.

You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

(Present)

Curled up in a ball crying I looked up into the night sky. The stars where out, twinkling in delight and the moon was smiling down at me. 'If only' I thought, if only I could bring my self to smile.

You can see that I've been crying

"Cammie can't we just go back and start over again." He reached for my hand and I let him take it.

"Forget what happened and move on, a fresh start?" I swallowed and finally stepped back pulling my hand away with me.

And baby you know all the right things: to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same...

You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

"I'm sorry…"

"I'm sorry too" I whispered back to him.

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

Turning around heading towards the forest that lead back to Gallagher Academy, I had to ask him one more question.

"Was it worth it? Was she worth this?"

I can't resist... before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it...
Was she worth this...

"No" He said faintly. My heart skipped a beat but I forced my self to speak.

"Good"

No... no no no...

~Flash back over~ (Present)

That's how I ended up here, under the oak tree in the blackness of the night. If only things were different,t but for now all I want to do is run and that's what I did, I ran.

Sorry for any mistakes i might have made and i hoped you like it. I also hope it doesn't confuse some pple. It was just something at struck me on the spot when i was listening to the song.

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