Dear Lucy,
I love you I truly do, but I'm also scared of you. Because
you are the person I love most, and that means you can do the worst
damage to me. That means in a way you could take away all my
happiness forever. My worst fear with are relationship is that I could
wake up one morning and find out your gone. No where to be found
in my heart. To wake up and remember I'm not yours anymore.
The sad part about that fear is that it already happened. Now there's
a new number one fear. That is to hear the words " I don't love you".
Honestly if you said that it would possibly kill me. I fell in love with you
and I never wanna fall out. Please remember that even though I've hurt
you in the past. And I hope you know how much I regret it. That I have
always loved you and still do. Do you remember how upset I was the
whole time we weren't together just times that by ten. That how bad
It would be if you ever hurt me again. I know you try and say you have
never hurt me, but that's a lie. You have hurt me way more then I
could ever hurt you.
Love,
Grey