My friend and I were talking about Valentine and I got an idea.
A series of Valentine stories.
P.S. Thank you Lucy for your help.
~ Nikola ~
You know I don't like cliché but when it comes to Valentine I can't help myself. On contrary it is a great day to reveal all the feelings I have been hiding for so long.
Yesterday in the evening I was siting on my comfortable sofa and as always I had a glass of red wine in my hand. Everytime I took a sip of the delicate red liquid your face appeared in front of my eyes. Your blue eyes, the eyes I am always lost into. Your eyes, that give me a deep look like a well.
You were looking at me. When your lips moved and I saw your face, beating of my heart became faster. At that moment, I wished you were here, next to me, drinking wine and letting me listen to your calm voice. I wanted to talk to you, I missed your voice, I missed your smile. I reached out to touch your face. Your expression startled me. It changed so quickly from a lovely smile to an expression of sadness. There was no flame of happiness and no mischievous wink in your eyes. I couldn't see your smile anymore. I was cold. Chill in the air made my body tremble and I felt like I was falling into a bottomless hole. Maybe I drank too much wine and my vampire body wasn't able to handle the alcohol and it made me feel desperate. Maybe it was only a sign of something, of something I am not sure I want to think about.
I am grateful for even a short moment when I can be with you, moment when I can share a talk with you. Your presence is somehow healing for me. You are always saving me from loneliness.
There is no word I could use to explain what you do to me, how you make me feel. We have known each other for a long time and I always had feelings for you from the very first time I saw you. From that moment on I knew you would be the love of my life and a curse at the same time.
I love you and I always will. Let me hope at least that maybe one day you will return me your love.
With love,
your secret vampire