Hesitating

Hesitating

If I suddenly just wasn't there

Is there anything that you would do?

Would you bound down the stair

And call out "Where are you?!"

If I was that one that you couldn't find

And all I left you with was memories

Nothing more to leave behind

But a wind amid the rustling trees

Would the ocean grieve my loss

The waves crashing on solid ground?

Would sorrow and anger bitterly cross

If I was no where to be found?

Would you hear my voice across the way

Imagine my laughter and my face

Would I be in your thoughts all day

If I was gone from your side, my rightful place?

Would this really be for your own good

Or would I only be trying to escape the pain?

Silence pulls down its cape and hood

Is there anything for you I can gain?

I might wonder, if I do leave

What was it that we shared

Grains of memories through the sieve

To which nothing can be compared

A hesitation, and no more

You ask me what is wrong

I tell you it's nothing, look up from the floor

Quell the fear that is a song

~( 3:28 PM March 20, 2001)~

~..K..~