Hesitating
If
I suddenly just wasn't there
Is
there anything that you would do?
Would
you bound down the stair
And
call out "Where are you?!"
If
I was that one that you couldn't find
And
all I left you with was memories
Nothing
more to leave behind
But
a wind amid the rustling trees
Would
the ocean grieve my loss
The waves crashing on solid ground?
Would
sorrow and anger bitterly cross
If I was no where to be found?
Would
you hear my voice across the way
Imagine
my laughter and my face
Would
I be in your thoughts all day
If
I was gone from your side, my rightful place?
Would
this really be for your own good
Or
would I only be trying to escape the pain?
Silence
pulls down its cape and hood
Is
there anything for you I can gain?
I
might wonder, if I do leave
What
was it that we shared
Grains
of memories through the sieve
To
which nothing can be compared
A
hesitation, and no more
You
ask me what is wrong
I
tell you it's nothing, look up from the floor
Quell
the fear that is a song
~( 3:28 PM March
20, 2001)~
~..K..~