summary- Four had a life before Dauntless like everybody else. But when he choose a different faction he left behind someone that meant the world to him. when he made his choice he didn't think of anybody but himself, now 2 years later he gets to see the out come of his decision. It could be good or bad.

Four's POV

A lot has changed since I left Abnegation 2 years ago. I don't have to live in fear anymore, but I live in fear for somebody else. When I left 2 years ago I left

somebody very special behind. I left the only family that I could call family. My adoptive sister Emma. Emma was the only person in Abnegation that knew what

I felt and I abandoned her. When I left Abnegation, I wasn't thanking about anybody but myself. I done the same thing to her that my mother did to me and I

have never forgive my mother even if she is dead. I just hope that Emma will not be like me, that she will forgive me.

"Hey Four, you going to the choosing ceremony?"

I don't need to look behind me to know who that voice belongs to, because i know it belongs to Eric.

"No Eric, i need to be here to get things ready for the faction transfers, you know that." i said announce clear in my voice.

"Just checking, since you know that the great Marcus Eaton's adoptive daughter is choosing today." exclaimed Eric knowing he was pushing his limits.

" Don't know what that has to do with me Eric." This is the reason as to why i would not have been able to make it in Candor, I'm not a very honest person.

" Sure you don't Four, but just so you know, if she transfers to Dauntless-

" She wont!" i all but basically yell back at him.

" Well, you can't really know that can you, so back to what i was saying. If she transfers, i don't want there to be any family stuff going on, you here me." said Eric

" Yes "

" Remember Four, faction before blood" he told me as he was walking out the door.

"Yeah but she isn't blood" i said barely in a whisper, low enough that he wasn't able to hear.

Emma's POV

Everyday I ask myself the same question, Why did he leave?

Everyday I never get an answer, he left me behind to endure the pain of Marcus. He was the only one who knew what I was going through. Not only was he my

adoptive brother, he was the only person I will ever love. But, I can't think of this right now I have to focus on what faction I will be choosing, I'm deciding the

rest of my life. I know for sure that I will not be choosing Abnegation or Candor for that matter. I will be getting as far away from Marcus as possible and I lie

everyday so there was no hope for Candor. I've thought about choosing Dauntless to see my bother but something inside tells me to choose differently. I guess I

could choose Amity or Erudite, but they are the ones I really want to choose.

"Emma, you there."

"Sorry Beatrice, I was just thinking about tomorrow" I exclaimed.

"Yeah, I know I can't stop thinking about it honestly, I'm scared" admitted Beatrice.

" I don't want to make the wrong choi-

" Emma, it's time to come in, you have a big day tomorrow" said Marcus after he rudely interrupted me. There is no answer as to what I will make of my life, either I choose Dauntless or I go somewhere I would rather not be, like here. But, I think my mind is already made up, I just need to get myself to believe my choice. Not only myself but the one person I know this choice will effect the most Tobias.