Urghh, the sun shone through my curtains, it was almost blinding me. I rolled over on my bed away from the light, I felt like death. I was just about to doze back off when my phone vibrated, urghh. I reached onto my bedside and grabbed my phone, it was facebook saying I had 10 messages and 4 profile comments. My phone woke me up for that, meh. It was only 11:30 am. I couldn't get back to sleep, I got up and put my dressing gown on.
I walked downstairs an into my kitchen, my head was killing me. I got a cup out and put the kettle on, I grabbed a couple of paracetamol out of the cupboard and swallowed them. My mouth was so dry, I got my cup an swallowed some cold water from the tap. The kettle had then finished boiling, I made my brew with 3 sugars to wake me up, I then sat down on the couch in the living room watching TV.
I was trying to remember last night, I remember bits of it but not much. I was interrupted by a knock on the door, I slid off the couch and to the door. I opened the door , I was attacked by a hug. It was Sian, my best friend.
"hiyaaa" she shouted
"shh, come in, my head is killing me," I replied.
She walked in and shut the door behind her, we went over to the couch and sat down.
"So what were you out doing last night Soph?"
"I honestly don't know, I can't remember anything, my head is killing me though"
I lied, I do remember some bits but I don't want Sian to know about that.
"Oh dear Soph, I leave you alone for one night, tut tut, is anyone in by the way?"
"No, mum and dad are on some romantic holiday thing in the lakes, Rosie's at Jason's so I have the house to myself"
We sat there watching TV and talking for about hour, I then eventually decided to go up and get changed. I just threw some jeans and a hoodie on, I couldn't be bothered at all. Sian was sat downstairs waiting for me. I checked my phone, 3 texts. I read them, they were all off Ryan.
I read the first:
'hey Soph, just thought I'd check you were okay after last night, text me back'
Awh Ryan actually cares about me.
The second:
'I never thought a good girl like Sophie Webster would do what you did last night'
Shit what did I do, I remember doing vodka shots but it isn't the first time he's seen me drink so what else did I do.
The third:
'Wow, no reply, I guess your either still asleep or you are too ashamed for what you did last night. Chill Soph loads of people do it'.
I pressed the reply button, I started typing a text, 'wtf did I do Ryan, I cant remember much at all' I was just about to press send when there was a knock at my bedroom door.
"Soph, you ready yet?"
I quickly pressed send and put my phone in my pocket "yeah come in".
She came in my room and sat next to me on my bed, "you okay Soph?" she asked, I wasn't okay, I was so worried about what I had done but I cant tell Sian yet, not before i know what I have done anyway.
"Yeh sorry, just my head is killing me" She gave me a hug. "do you wanna go out for a bit, to the park or something? Get some fresh air?" I asked, I couldn't be bothered staying here for much longer.
"yeah sure" I replied.
"I'm just going to the loo if that's okay, I'll meet you downstairs in a minute Soph".
"Okay then, I'll be getting my shoes on".
I started walking downstairs then I felt my phone vibrate, it was a text from Ryan, now for the moment of truth, what had I don't that was so bad? I opened the text up. I read it, I had to read it a few times for it to make sense.
"shit" I shouted.