I hate when you think I don't take you seriously. You think you're the only sincere one in this relationship. Let me tell you something Uchiha, you are right down mistaken.
You have NO idea how much you mean to me. And though you might not believe me, every "I love you" is so goddamn sincere that it hurts.
And it hurts even more when you start saying stuff like, I actually love you...or I actually mean it.
Because I do too.
I mean every word I say to you...but sometimes that's why I don't say anything at all.
Because maybe I feel like you won't take me seriously anyways, that you won't care...so why bother? You don't need anymore burdens or problems. So I just keep things to myself.
And then you go and get angry because I never tell you anything. You tell me that what happens in my life is important to you. And then I respond back, saying things like "Well why don't you ask?"
If you really wanted to now how I am, you would ask me! You would write to me first! Because sometimes I wait for you. I know you're not the asking type...but I can't help but hope...always hope that you'll be the one to say the first hello of the night.
But it doesn't usually come. I always end up giving in...with bittersweet feelings and a knot in my throat, I swallow that hope and always start the conversation.
That's why. I want you to show me you care.
But it's okay. I'm okay. I can live with it...because I love you.
I love you and that doesn't change.