Negima: Asuna-chan's Pain

Asuna-chan….what's wrong with you?... Everyday I see you put a fake mask, but I wonder what you're hiding. Everyday I see the pain From your eyes. your mask is completely slipping away. Is this what you call growing up? Or are you just hiding something deep? Whatever it Is I am going to make sure that you reveal it ok? You're my friend Asuna-chan and I won't let you suffer alone.

Konoka's P.O.V

I wonder what's wrong with Asuna-chan today…she's just different she's just not the same. I don't know what is it but there is just definitely wrong with her. Asuna I'm your best friend so please tell me what's wrong.

"Asuna-chan are you alright?" I asked hoping for her to tell me her problem after all we are best friends and best friends are suppose to help each other right?

"huh? What do you mean by that konoka? I'm perfectly fine."

Mask.

Asuna why do you always have to be so independent? You can depend on me right? But why do you have to hide yourself in that mask

Please just tell me! Don't you trust me? Asuna please I just don't want to see you hurt and alone. You are the person who always worry others before themselves and that is why I'm worried about you. You are the special person who we learned to lean on at times of sorrow, but what about you? Do you have that special person? Who do you trust? And most importantly who are you? You're not the same person that I once knew you've changed. You learned to hide and bottle up your feelings but what you don't know is I have heard you cry.

I heard you cry in the middle of the night without you knowing . I'm sorry I –I couldn't provide you any comfort.

…. I'm sorry…

"hey Konoka are you even awake?"

"Ah! Y-Y-Yes off course I am I was just thinking."

"about what?" SHE asked

"hmm… nothing, nothing jeez come on let's go shopping!" I suggested maybe to try to cheer her up and get her to open up to me or maybe to get my mind off things.

"Sorry Konoka but I can't."

" oh come on A-su-na let's go!."

~I'm sorry Asuna but I've tried to take your pain away I just tried to but you're more stubborn than I thought….i'm sorry.~

Asuna's POV

I'm sorry Konoka but I can't tell you about my pain because…..because I'll just be a burden to you. I'm sorry if I'm a bad actress but please just leave me alone. I just can't tell you anything It's too painful, Konoka please, please you've got to understand. You're my very special friend and I just can't risk you getting hurt just because of my problem, I just can't I'm really sorry. Maybe just maybe I can tell you someday when the time is right but for now I can't tell you anything not even about my past….my past of being a princess.

~ Don't worry I'm used to it~

-Asuna-

A /N: Pls. review And flames….BTW:Negima Doesn't belong to me.