A/N: This is my second entry ever! -claps for self- I based this poem off of listening to Si deus me I think it'd be best to listen to it when reading this..actually, I quite suggest it. x'D I dont think there is any other way for you to feel the vibe of the poem without that song, so to save you the trouble, I have a link for you!:
http : / www. youtube. com/watch?v=SMLrGCfFOgk (without the spaces too of course)
Enjoy~ (And review!)
Alone.
Vulnerable.
Helpless.
The words describing the cries and pleads reaching out for help, comfort.
"Where am I?Why am I here? What did I do to deserve this?
Father?
Mother?
Where are you?
...God...?
Please, me..."
and poor child treated as if he was nothing more than an animal. Burned- Given the mark of a noble beast.
That night was the beginning.
He had gained the power to come back.
Within the darkest corners of his hell, he had obtained a knight,a protector, his strength.
A demon
Summoned into the dim, candle lit rooms was his savior.
Kill, kill, kill.
Has he ever felt so alive?Berserk?
Now here I lay down, thinking of him.
How does he feel at this very moment?
He sits there, in the moonlit placed on desk, head held up by small folded hands.
He sits there...
Eyes brimming with hate, and pain.A soul so desperately deep,dark..but yet, so beautiful.
He sits there... in silence
Thoughts focused on that night,clear and fresh as if it had happened the day before.
As he breaks away from the memories,
His eyelids slowly cover tortured eyes, and his head tilts gently to the side.
The emotion displayed on his face was so gentle and serene,
Yet so sad and full of solitude,
You'd feel as if his face would break and shatter to pieces if you were to make contact with it.
I wonder this very moment..
how does he feel?
Numb?
Hurt?
It probably wouldnt matter...
Not in his case.
He is the head of the is in charge.
Such emotions, are they allowed for a person in his position?
He is still a child.
And he is human.
He has feelings, emotions, and have not disappeared.
What of love?
Although, in the end, it DOESNT matter.
He will fall victim to his very own knight, protector, strength...
Demon.
There is no escape from this fate.
No future but death, awaits this lad
Once the revenge is taken, the contract fulfilled,
His soul will be the prized meal worth being had.
Although, as heart wrenching as it may seem
He is glad.
His knight, protector, and strength will be the one to receive him.
He will fall into eternal rest in the hands of his demon.
The trust that grew between them,
The bond of master and servant,prey and predator,the soul and the demon...
What they've endured, side by side, is more than enough for him to be pleased with his ending.
Becoming attached to each other is more than one would expect.
However, that "One hell of a butler" will end his master's life with the utmost respect.
That is how the story will leave off on a tragic night.
He desired revenge for his parents' death.
The wish was completed, and he will play his part.
He will not run.
He will not hide.
He will hold up a facade to keep his pride.
What was bargained will be given
It is time to say goodbye to this blood thirsty world,
He will not be a coward
He will not sacrifice his honor
This display of courage and nobility is presented by him
Ciel Phantomhive