I sighed as I read the poem to the class "you eyes like emeralds, your hair shimmering, your skin as soft as silk.."

*sigh* jeez.. how annoying me reading out a love poem when I don't even have someone to love!

I quickly turned to miss and said "can I stop reading now my feet are hurting" she nodded and I ran back to my seat behind miharu,

she turned her head to me and smirked "wow xiao that poem sounded like it was about me" I blushed and turned away arrogantly "shut up now am I staying over yours for tonight or what?" she nodded and smiled

wow.. I never noticed how beautiful she was…wait what AM I saying?! im not lesbian.. at least I don't think I am.."

"something the matter xiao?" miharu asked, me gazing at her I didn't notice her speaking, I shook my head and smiled, replying softly "don't worry im fine.."

outside classroom

I lay my head against the wall, thinking about my sexuallity, am I really lesbian? do I like girls? do I?! "DO I?" I yelled, miharu laughed "do you what?" as she was coming out the classroom, I turned round and laughed "nothing I was just thinking out loud"

she smiled and linked her arm with mine, this is how we always walked out of school, laughing and joking, do I like her?..

outside school

"okay…? if it was anyone in the school.. who would you want to be with?" I asked smiling, miharu blushed and turned away replying silently "another question please..?" I smirked "no way answer the one your given that's how the game goes" she smiled and replied quickly "jin" my smile vanished, I sighed "oh.." she asked concerned "something wrong?"

I shook my head fast and smiled, she smiled back and replied "okay..have you….have you ever kissed anyone like really kiss someone?" I sighed and shook my head, replying "no… but I want to… its really hard being in a school with couples at every turn and knowing your never gonna find that special someone…"

we sat down at a bench, I leaned my head on miharu's shoulder, she smiled and leant her head on mine, she smiled "everything will be okay.. it's the same for me too sweetheart.." I smiled and laughed "I know, that's what I love about us, we have so many things in common" she laughed "yeah, now c'mon before mom kills us both" she grabbed my hand and ran to her house.

miharu's house

"miharu, xiaoyu! why are you two so late?" miharus mom, mistuku questioned, miharu smiled "homework club" she whispered to me "Play along" I laughed "yes homework club, since it's the new semester we have gotten tons of homework and since its too much to do at home we go to homework club" mistuku gave us a warm smile, she laughed "okay, now you girls behave yourselves okay?" we both laughed and went upstairs

miharu's bedroom

"what the hell since when did you get a double bed?!" I asked pouting, she laughed and replied "ages ago! didn't you notice everytime you came round to my house?" I nodded and replied with sarcasm "yes ive totally noticed" she laughed at the sarcastic comment, I dropped my bag by the door and so did miharu.

11pm

we were playing that question game again, miharu asked "okay… who would you be with if you had the choice of anyone in the school?" I blushed and said quietly "you…" miharu's face turned serious for a moment then broke into a warm smile, miharu asked again "have you ever kissed anyone?" I blushed even more and replied "n-no… I would like to try though.."

miharu giggled and lifted my face, she smiled "I-I'll teach you how to kiss…" I blushed and stuttered "r-really?" she smiled and laughed "pucker your lips like this" she pucked her lips making me laugh and copy her "like this?" I replied muffled, she burst out laughing, I smiled and puckered my lips again, she smiled and our lips met, her kiss was addicting, her soft lips touching mine, it felt great

I wrapped my arms around her, blushing a lot, playing with her tounge, we parted and smiled at each other, I blushed "w-wow…" she giggled and replied "no ones kissed me like that before… ever.." I lay down on the bed, smiling and blushing, she lay next to me, stroking my hair,

I felt her breath touch my cheek, I faced her, and replied softly "miharu…question…if you had anyone in the school who would it be…?" miharu smiled and replied "y-you… the only reason I said jin last time is cuz I thought you wouldn't like me if I said you then…"

I smiled and kissed her muttering into her mouth "I love you miharu…" she flicked her tounge with mine, slipping her hand under my pj shirt, touching my breasts and licking my neck, a quiet moan escaped my mouth, I thought…I do love miharu…I want her…" I breathed "miharu.. why are you teasing me?" she giggled and undid the buttons on my shirt, she smiled "because I love you…and its so cute to hear you moan" she kissed my neck and rubbed my breast,

I growled and moaned "please! I don't know what I am!" she smiled and laughed "im asking the same question to myself" I sat up and kissed her, rolling her onto her back and did the same she did to me, miharu tried to hide the moans she was emitting, she moaned "I love you xiao!"

we kissed taking off one anothers clothes, we took our shirts and bra's off, miharu smiled and pulled my pyjama bottoms and panties off, I blushed a lot and did the same, I looked at miharu's sparkling wet pussy, I blushed "h-hey.. your…"

she smiled and kissed me again, this time rubbing my clit, I moaned into her mouth and grabbed the sheets, I felt tears come to my eyes, I cried "please honey don't tease me" she smirked "why should I give it to you now?" she kissed down my body then started licking my dripping wet pussy

I moaned "oh god! this is driving me crazy!" she sucked my clit, making me moan more, tears fell as I squeezed my breast, I sat up and looked at miharu, she was sitting next to me she wrapped her legs and arms around me kissing me passionatley, rubbing her pussy against mine, I kissed her more, trying to hide my moans,

we parted and the rubbing became faster, she moaned "im gonna come!" I cried smiling "yes! come with me…please!!" we both moaned with delight as our juices came onto each other, I pressed my body onto miharu kissing her, playing with her tounge,

I parted and smiled " I love you…" she smiled and blushed, I asked softly "how would you like it if I fucked you?" she blushed and nodded, I kissed her again and rubbed her breast, listening to her moans, I bit her nipple gently, making her moan loudly, she groaned "xiao please don't tease me.." I smiled and kissed her from her stomach down to her pussy, licking it and sucking it.

she moaned "oh god! yes xiao please fuck me!" I smiled and pushed two fingers into her wet pussy, she moaned "oh yes! fuck me more!" I thrusted my fingers in and out of her pussy while licking and sucking her breast, miharu moaned "please push another in!" I pushed a third finger in

I smiled and whipsered "I know your going to come…" miharu, sweating and moaning, cried "ahh xiao! it feels so good!!" I thrusted them faster, I saw miharu's eyes, filled with tears, miharu let out a long moan, coming whilst moaning, covering my hand in her precious juices

I smiled and pressed my body against hers, I smiled and bit her ear gently, whispering "look at my hand.. its wet with your juice… I love how you taste, wanna share?" I licked my fingers clean and kissed miharu, pushing some of her juices into her mouth, she blushed and swallowed them.

she smiled "wow.. I like how I taste" I giggled "me too…"

I carried on kissing her, caressing her curves, and blushing...

now I know what it feels like to be loved…