Hello!

It's been a while since I've actually been on here (I forgot my password..),
but my long lasting writersblock has come to an end and I figured, why not?
Lately I've been really into anime, thus this story popped up in my head.

Also, trigger warning: Self harm / abuse / sexual harassment / (slight) Yaoi.

I do NOT own Kuroshitsuji or the characters (though I wish I did hehe).
Hope you enjoy! - Nikki.

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Chapter one:

It was the first day of spring and, as I had feared, it was becoming warmer. I rolled down my sleeves and looked down on the letter I had received from the Queen.
I was still receiving letters, even though there were less crimes, disappearances and murders in town. I wiped sweat off my forehead and reread the letter twice. It was about a rapist, who was rumored to only rape maids. Why or how, nobody knows, but he hasn't been caught yet. But this has been his 5th victim.. he sickens me. Sebastian and I will find him and kill him. Someone knocked on my door, it must have been Sebastian.

'Yes?' I spinned around in my chair and faced the door while brushing my hair out of my face. The door opened and a slender middle-aged man, walked in.

My eyes widened and jaw dropped. Who let him in... I panicked. He was breathing heavily. I grabbed the phone on my desk, but when I did, I heard a laughter behind me.

'Ciel baby, it is needless to try and call your servants. They are not here,' he grinned and closed the door behind him. 'Do I not receive a warm welcome, I am after all, your loving stepfather.' My head started spinning, he had returned from his work away from home. He was living under "my" roof ever since the authorities did not think I could care for myself. I am only 17 after all. I shook my head, my back still hurts from last week. He was an abusive pervert. He only had eyes for young men...

My anxiety kicked in and I started gasping for air. If only he had stayed away. I looked at him and his disgusting face as he walked up to me and unbuttoned his shirt. He wanted a warm welcome... and we both knew what that was. He took my bow tie off and slowly slid my shirt down my shoulders.

'You have delicious shoulders, you know that? Flawless and pale,' he licked my shoulder. I stood there paralyzed, my mouth wide open. He was my only real fear, he was the reason for my suicidal thoughts. It started to rain outside, I could hear it tap against my window. Please come back, Sebastian, I need you.

Before I knew it, my step dad had thrown me on the bed, and bend over me. He grabbed a wooden peddle from the suitcase he brought with him and hit me in the side. I groaned, it hurt, it hurt bad. I still had bruises and marks from last week, they still hurt as well. I decided to just close my eyes and let him get over with it. He hit me again and again, and took off my pants. I wish this end.. I want to die.

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THE END...
Of chapter one of course.

As I said, massive trigger warning. I'll try not to be too 'graphic' with the abuse scenes, but I have the feeling I'll go all out eventually anyway ^3^'
Hope you enjoyed it!~
Please message me if I made any mistakes (English is not my native language), if you have complaints or just want to give me a thumbs up!
Arigatou~
- Nikki